Yeh... I'm gonna think about retaking, or just giving up now... I haven't been enjoying school for a long time now, and I just... Would like to just... Idk... Get a job and get on with my life, you know? I'm not sure I want to go to university, was just trying cos everyone expects me to, you know? My teachers are telling my not to give up, but... If I keep going, there's a possibility that all this really is going to kill me... I mean... 2 suicide attempts last year... If I end up trying again, I might succeed, and then... That really is a waste of time, right? Sorry, shouldn't joke... Idk... I have a lot to think about, I guess... Right now it's gonna be more a case of what I want to do rather than if I can do it or not.
Sorry to have taken up so much time...
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