Really struggling

[marmaladeisnice]

Hi
I've just got my results back and I got really bad marks. I'm so disappointed with myself, especially as I really tried to revise and spent alot of time doing it. Everyone thinks I don't revise and I can't even prove them wrong because it doesn't show in my grades.. :(

All I want to do is self harm right now, as a way of sort of telling them "I know I did badly but I've punished myself. It's ok it won't happen again"

I know I shouldn't, but I don't think I can hold out the whole night without doing something.

I'm really sorry to bother everyone, I was just hoping you could support me right now. I don't want to give in; I've lasted 3 months without doing it now.

[DontLookUp]

Hey, im in exactly the same postion as you. Got results back today, felt awful, except i did slip up.
Try as hard as you can to keep distracted, i cant believe you are 3 moths free that is so strong, i'm very happy. But also know its ok to slip up sometimes, it doesnt mean those three months were a waste, but keep holding off and try to make it.
And remember exams really arent everything, you may not have done so well, and it feels awful after trying so hard. But these exams are anyway flukey, and marked down on purpose, try not to feel so bad about it.
Hope you are ok *hugs*

[marmaladeisnice]

Thankyou for your support 'DontLookUp'.
I hope you're ok.

[DontLookUp]

Sure, how are you coping right now?
And i'm okish now, thank you x