I'm filled with so many doubts, so many questions. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. You've made me question whether this is what I want now. You've put so much pressure on me for something that is stressful enough. It's not my fault that you messed up. I made this choice. You made yours.
Please let this work.
Please dont be in anymore pain.
Please stop ripping your face to pieces. Your so beautiful.
You cant die. It'll ruin me.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
It´s not over. I can never tell you that all the effort you´re putting into helping me is misdirected. I´m sorry, I don´t want to lie to you or waste your time but I´m in too deep now.
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
You are not allowed to make me feel worthless, that's my job.
And no, I didn't stop, I just got better at lying.
You hypocrite...you bloody hypocrite....
I feel like I'm drowning at university. The work isn't that hard, and the people are ok, but I'm so so frightened all the time for no real reason.
I spend days in my room barely going into the kitchen I share, all because of the fear I feel, all at even seeing another person.
I'm so alone. The irony is that I'm still in London. My parents are only a tube ride away, but I can't really go back. But I can't stay here either.
You all seem so proud of me for getting in to this sodding uni, how can i let you down by telling you that I'm sliding downhill and I need help?
i feel so horrible. all i do is let everyone down, and you're no exception. as much as i love you i can tell its slipping.
i want to be able to walk down the stairs without worrying what hypocritical comment ill get next. i want to be able to answer my phone without wondering if its you. i want to be able to check a fucking voicemail without feeling guilty. i want to die. i want to be through with all of this. i dont want this life. im so completely selfish but i dont care. i wish someone would just kill me.
I can't even talk to you anymore. I've pushed everyone else away, but not you. But now you never speak to me. Everyone leaves me, in the end. I thought you were different..I guess not. It's probably my own fault for being so..me. You ask me why I hate myself? THIS is why. Because I'm always alone. So, thanks. (:
Why wasn't I eating?
Because I'm fat, that's why. Why can't you see that?
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I got my first set of AS results today, Toey.
This is the day we always talked about.
I wonder if you would have been proud of me?
I can't believe you're not here to share the moment with me.
I'm sorry I broke my promise. We promised we'd open them together, and I opened mine on my own without you.
I'm sorry and I wish you were here.
I miss you.
