“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
^ *lots of hugs* You have just as much right to be in there as they do, is it parents/siblings or someone else?
Sometimes I stay up ridulously late just because there's not other times I feel as though I *can* go into the living room (not that I'd recommend that! But just so you know you're not alone).
I don't even know what to say anymore. I've binged for the entire week, and I just want to give up. I dunno. Meh *shrug* I thinking of calling the samaritans tonight, not necessarily about eating but just because I don't think I'm coping very well in general, I sort of need someone to talk/moan to I think?
(Do you have to actually be planning to kill yourself to call them though or not? The impression I got last time I called was that it was a sort of suicide helpline, and I'm not really in danger right atm, but the website says you don't have to be, so now I'm a bit confused as to whether I'm "allowed" or not.)
Only a week, and I'm not not going anywhere or doing anything exciting except writing my senior sem paper... but at least I don't have to go to 5 classes. :) Or 6 hours of tutoring (i.e., sitting in a box of a room waiting for people to show up for help who never show up). YEY!!!
Erm so yeah. The water is out at the apartment - AGAIN - so my husband smells of burnt motor oil due to his job :-/ although it's covered up pretty well with Axe. (yummilicious smells!!)
I wrote a letter - actual letter - to a friend today... it's complicated, she used to be my best friend and was the first one to know about how I felt about Jarrod (husband) back when I was 16. I don't know. It's frustrating because she thinks we've changed too much to be close friends anymore, and there was a lot of stuff to clear up between us... hopefully my letter did it justice. :-S
*hides*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Emma I think calling the samaritans would be a good idea. It's not right for them to make youu feel like you shouldn't be calling, you don't have to be suicidal to phone. *Hugs* I hope you're doing okay.
Okay, so we're idiots in our flat, and have fixed the internet.
*squishes everyone that needs it*
xxx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Thanks guys. Yeah we're special. If any of us had actually read the error message instructions instead of just complaining we could have sorted it out as soon as it happened. Oops.
Hope you're all good
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
