*huge hugs for Leigh*
I've binged lots today and not purged all of it so feeling even guiltier, plus I'm still "hungry" in the bingey way now, even though I'm not actually properly hungry.
I've had so many bad binge days one after the other, I'm not even sure I know what to do to get back to eating "normally" now. I hate myself right now.
But it can't be in a clinical setting or a mental health tx facility.
I don't get it.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*Squishes for Emma* Keep fighting, love, you can do it if you take it one day at a time.
What's the internship for, April? It makes sense to not be in a mental health setting - that can trigger off all sorts of things especially if you're vulnerable.
Can I have a hug, please? I'm sorry, I'm pathetic, but I'm really, really struggling.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
April, I know it probably doesn't feel like it, but it's probably for the best that your internship isn't in a mental health or clinical setting..for the good of your health. You can always go to those settings in the future when your stronger and things.
The last thing you want is to rush yourself to be 'okay' or pretend your 'okay' so you can work in those settings because they can set off strong feelings..I always wanted to be a nurse since I was 16. This summer I got a job as an auxilary nurse (not a qualified nurse) and I hated it..It scared the **** out of me because I wasn't 'well' and even now I sometimes (rarely) think oh I'd like to do my nurse training but then the fear from the past swamps me again and I remember how dreadful it all was..so yeah..hopefully not doing the internship in those places will make you stronger and then when your stronger you can go to those places and it will go well..where as if you did it now it might be totally overwhelming and detrimental..hope that makes sense?
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
You don't need to apologise love. If you want to talk about it you can, we're here for you. I know how you feel, I've had a string of bad days myself. Don't give up *gentle cuddles*
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
