i always think to myself ..if i dont feel full after a meal then i must b doing something right and i always try to move my leg alot under the table and somehow i do manage to lose weight :)
Sparky. I really hope all goes/went well with the crisis team. I know sometimes they can be a pain, but they really should give you some great support. Thinking of you.
Katie, owh, love I hope your face gets normalised fast. I feel your pain with the fags, are you able to get those fake ones, or like do something else (wow I really am inspired today) Thinking of you too!
Kestrel, *squishes* sorry, I don't know your name.
Meh, I'm sorry, I'm having a good yet **** day. I've passed all my exams, even linguistics, which the tutor told me I was going to fail, I got a 6.6 which was like amazing for me. I also got a 9 in my massive project, which I should be stupidly happy about, but like it had a note on it asking if I'd copied parts of it and not cited them, because basically she thought the Spanish and the content was too good to be mine. It really upset me, because I worked my arse off on that project, and I thought my Spanish had improved, and I obviously didn't cheat. I just feel stupid, and a failure that when I do something well people don't believe it's mine, I must be really **** at Spanish and stuff. Like really. wow. I don't know.
Just, that and some family stuff is really kicking off and I just want to be at home. I'm such an idiot, and people have such bigger problems than me, but I can't think straight. Could I have some common sense, and a hug please? I'm sorry.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
*Cuddles Claire tight* I'm sorry I don't have anything useful to say, I wish I did. But seriously - well done on passing all your exams! That's really great and you should be so proud of yourself. I can definitely understand why that note would upset you, it's really horrible. Can you talk to them and explain how you just worked really hard on it? I know it sucks but it doesn't matter what people think - you know how hard you worked - try to take it as a compliment, it shows how good you are! I dunno what to say about the family stuff, but I hope it works out - and I / we are here if you need to talk about any of it. *Squish* Look after yourself.
*Cuddles Kestrel*
It went okay with crisis team. I'm useless and didn't say a whole lot. But they were really nice.
Oi stop this negative 'self talk' stuff. You are NOT useless! It's scary pretty much 98% of people would be the exact same when talking to 'new people' especailly about hard stuff, doesn't make them useless!
Glad they were nice though. *huggles you tightly* I'm proud of you sweetie.
I am in the process of burning chicken and potatoe wedges haha. I got a recipie of the BBC website but to cook both things it said to fry and I wanted to put them in the oven so I just guessed it would take about 40-50minutes..probably a bad guess there.
I've turned it down so hopefully it won't be a total disaster.
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
grrr gotta meet for a group project *sulks* dontwanna
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I've had an awful couple of days eating wise =[ I feel really awful, and I keep not doing any school work because I'm too busy binging & purging. which then just makes me feel so much more guilty.
Urgh.
*cuddles back*
I'm hoping tomorrow can be a new day for both of us, I know what you mean about just being sick of it.
Stay strong Aimee, you will be able to fight this *more cuddles*
I'm really sorry but I don't think I can be strong anymore.
Could I please have a hug?
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
*hugs tightly*
Hang in there. You're stronger than you think you are *more hugs*
eta: Don't be sorry either, it's ok to not feel strong all the time, it's only human, we all have bad days sometimes!
Claire, *holds you* We're here for you. If you want to talk about anything that's ok. If you don't that's ok too but yes, you are strong, and that doesn't mean being fine. Just be safe, yeah? *Squish*
