Maybe you should go ang get them checked out hunni, and it will keep you safe at the moment xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Im glad youre thinking of going hun, im sure the staff dont hate you...theyre there to do a job not to judge. You will be fine and the walk will give you some calming down time xx
You are not a time waster Carrie. Let me know how you go xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
My friend is watching that glee club, they are singing defying gravity...my fav song in the whole world, my ringtone and i'm obsessed with wicked and this song, its so lovely, sorry randomness there, the book I am writing is named defying gravity mmmmmmm
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I think the whole programme is weird, but I can resist defying gravity, its my song and my book
See when I went to see Wicked in London, ooft - amazing. I love musicals I do, I think I said this yesterday, me and David both do, but Idina Menzel is the best and original singer of said song :)
I am not having much joy reducing my words in this essays, I think I am going to need to cut a paragraph :S
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Being in Paisley is stopping me, musicals are pish when they come up to Scotland, you need to see them in London or New York. I aim to go to London a few times every year anyway, as I said last thing I saw was Wicked but I also saw Oliver last year, both very good.
I know that Wizard of Oz will probably be out by late this year, as Andrew Lloyd Webber is casting, so how good a weekend be with one night to see wicked and then wizard of ox the next day, it would be an oz-tastic weekend....I've just realised how sad I actually am.
Okay need to be ruthless, did my first edit and I am down about 60 words, so yeah, how does the expression go, fcukit....
Not done my references yet either, time is ticking, got about 90 minutes to get this submitted
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
if i go to a and e tonight/ tomorrow.. what will they do ?
im scared.
Whats up Sarah hunni, if you go to a/e they would keep you safe if need be, and give any treatment you may need?
I'm here if you wanna talk hunni xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I've been at this pish for 12 hours today, but I'm down to 1085 words, I've references and I have had enough. At the moment I don't care if it is good, bad or indifferent - I do not care any more, finito its getting sent.
Although, now I have 2 weeks till a major big essay is due, the constant joy catching up is.
So yes, bottle of wine will be getting opened now - thank fuk.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Its so stupid, I've been triggered by fukkin Corrie. Sorry.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
A&E was so bloody busy but they arranged for me to skip the queue by seeing the nurse consultant instead of waiting for a dr as they understood that if I had the strips and dressings at home I would have seen to them myself but they said I couldn't wait til walk-in centre opened in the morning. The triage nurse, nurse consultant and the one who sorted my wounds were so lovely. It makes me feel even more stupid for wasting their time. They also notified the crisis team who apparently wanted to see me but there was a wait and I just wanted to be out of there. Feeling slightly calmer, taken meds, going to try and watch dvd. She gave me some steri-strips aswell but said that I wasn't allowed to use them tonight :)
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
Sorry its just stupid baby stuff. I am just a bit emotional as it is, and well that set me off a bit and that, im so pathetic, I wanna speak to my cpn so badly, i swear to god, she better phone me in the morning.
I'm having a cry the now and some wine, trying to stay calm anyway.
See this is what I mean, stupid things like tv programmes to set you off, fuk sake.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
oh im sorry i wasnT about carrie, im not online that much these days but you know you have my number hun xx take care
yeah the doc just made suggestions like would i find a 'buddy' system useful when i go back into work and about making suggestions about not overloading me ect
hollz i hope your ok, its not silly i had my first ever panic attack over a tv programme (one id seen before!!)
nopt epic fail carrie, just look what you did achieve today! you went to the meeting for a start!
