Lol whoops have I started restricting again? Silly me... Didnt even notice...
Anything to look thinner than her. "She looks like a whale." "I KNOW! Shes put SO much weight on!"
My legs are the same size as hers..... Time to restrict.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
I don't know what's stopping me anymore. I should just do it. No, no. You shouldn't - keep going.
There are remarkable things all the time, right in front of us,
but our eyes have like the clouds over the sun
and our lives are paler and poorer if we do not
see them for what they are. If nobody speaks of
remarkable things, how can they be called remarkable?"
~I know you have to do this to get what we need
but it doesn't mean it hurts any less to see you with her
when I MARRIED her
that hurts
that I will always be second best to someone who's supposed to be my friend.
~I really just want to take them now
I'm sorry
I know I promised
but I'm in so much pain mentally I can't anymore...
I love you
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm so fucking lost
I need you now
and you're no where to be found
I need some clarity from someone that knows waht to say
I'm pulling away again and it scares me
because this time I can't stop
I've finally shut down for good
and I don't beleive anything is real anymore
help me please!!
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
If I had known you still looked at it, I might have kept it around. It just didn't seem right, having it up anymore. We still have memories, better than those.
I hope that everything is going well. Good luck.
what is wrong with you?
can't you tell the truth even once? why do you lie to everyone you meet to seem cooler, you just end up looking like a moron when everyone figures you out because you have three different stories.
~I want to go home early, like in June
I hate it here
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Sometimes I wish I'd just stayed on my own, away from you guys. There's too much hurt, too much history between us all. You all know how to hurt me, what buttons to press, how to get inside my head. I don't think half you even mean to do it, or know that you are. Recently... you've pushed me out again. It took me long enough to re-establish myself in this fucking family again anyway, and now I'm back to being the outsider. Back to the silence when I walk in, the snidey comments, the bitching about me. I'm in a precarious place as it is at the moment, and I'm not sure if I can handle you lot doing this to me again. Thing is I forget easily, and I thought I forgave easily too, but when you do this... I can't help but be bitter about it. Hurt. And it always makes me feel like I did when I first came back, how you made me feel when I was younger, and then it's all I can think about. I think maybe I need to get away from you. All of you. Before I can't anymore.
I appreciate how hard being pregnant has been for you. How ill it's made you, how emotional you've been. But that's pregnancy for you, it happens. What I can't understand is why you choose to make it sound like you have it so bad. I'd have thought after years of trying to conceive and failing you'd just be taking the experience in, cherishing it even. I thought you'd understand how lucky you are. I don't mean to be harsh on you, I'm jealous I guess. But really having a baby, it's all you ever wanted. So why are you now complaining about it? I just don't understand. I'd give anything to be in your possition right now, anything. Can't help but think you're trying to rub it in my face. I hate how self obsessed that makes me sound. But I know you know how hard it is to lose a child, we've talked about it. I went with you to the hospital. Yet you keep... I don't know. Maybe I'm being over sensitive about it.
I miss you. Don't shut me out.Please?
♪♫ I'm Learning To Be Brave In My Beautiful Mistakes ♫♪
I wish you loved me enough to follow me. I wish you were brave enough. I don't know how I'll survive at uni on my own. I don't know how you'll cope without me.
You're a star the way you are
You know you're not fooling anyone, no
You got the eyes of an angel
Don't try to change, yeah
Everybody's got their scars
Nevermind how ugly they are
No matter what they tell you
You're beautiful the way you are
"You shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh"
