Triggering (SI/OD) - I feel ****.....

[jellytot]

I feel **** ...
I dont know why ...
my boyfriend is here ..
I want my tools but he made me throw them away the other day ..
I want to take a few too many of my medication just to sleep the night ..
I want to be ok ..
I want his cuddles but hes sleeping ..
I think he will notice if I go down and find something..
and he will notice my skin ..
I am sad :( help

[anabelleagain]

*HUG*

Keep fighting it... talk to him!

[fuzzy_sweets]

awesomeness: has something triggered you to feel this way? Is there anyone you can call or talk to?

[jellytot]

idk whats made me like this !! he was asleep ! and hes not good to wake up! even when I not feeling too great ...
I love him ...
Hes going home later on !
so gona get some more !
stopped caring about my 3 months free

[crazykat]

Yes you feel sad but you don't have to give in to these urges. How can you channel these sad feelings in a more healthy way? What about writing in a journal, having a bubble bath. 3 months is amazing and I know you feel like you really don't care about that anymore but do you honestly think you could forgive yourself if you threw all that away. What has made you come this far? Try and think of that, keep fighting you will make it through this. Remember these feelings of sadness will pass.

[jellytot]

I am ok now thanks so so much !!! I got cuddles big cuddles and spent time with my lovely man ! which helped sooooo soooo much

[DWTS4]

Sorry- I guess I'm a little late. I'm glad you're feeling better though. :) If you ever feel like that again and want to talk- don't hesitate to PM me. Its amazing that you've gone 3 months. :)