Tell Your Secrets! And Be Honest!!

[~flutterby~]

Numbers rule my 'life'. How pathetic.

[PoisonedApple]

someone close to me told me today that they know there is something in me thats missing or broken and they don't want to lose me to it...
it made me cry. i don't yet know if it was a fix it cry or fake it cry but i know it was a make it so they don't get hurt cry... my mind is a whirlwind right now and nothing makes sense...

[lost in dreams]

I have found a new way of self harming.
It feels great
problem is its so dangours i'm afrade it will kill me

but there again theres that voiuce inside my head that says maybe that wouldn't be so bad. to bge dead

[lost in dreams]

yesterday when my support worker threatened to call an ambulance if i could no garantee my safty when he went home, i told him i didn't want him to and i would be fine
i liend, my whole body and soal ached for him to call that ambulance the stupid part is i havent got a clue why.

[dramaqueen]

There is this... dark and twisted part of me that, even now, a couple years I got over my depression, suicidal thoughts and self-harm still is so self-destructive that I'm afraid of it. There are some times that, for a second or two, I forget to fight it and let it take over me and I have thoughts that scare the bejeezus out of me.

[~flutterby~]

I'm going to buy laxatives tomorrow.

[DestroyMe]

there's something else here besides me, it's not good and it's not in my head....but I can't tell anyone because they already think I'm crazy enough

[ReticentRose]

I wish I could have been the one to hold you when you started to cry.

[DestroyMe]

when I read that I started crying because it threw every mistake I've ever made back in my face, and made me feel like shit

[lozza]

so home alone with you again tonight... I really wana attempt tonight... but I am scared... what if I fail:s

[DestroyMe]

I'm drinking by myself and it my friend comes and gets me I'm probably getting ass tonight and I hate myself that everytime I get drunk my stronger personality takes over and I become, or rather she becomes a whore. I really hope I can do this
but part of me really doesn't care, so I guess he was right about the fam being shit for commitment

[-Shae-Lynn*]

I think I'd rather die than face another panic attack.

[DestroyMe]

I don't remember writing anything prior to this
I'm losing my fucking mind......

[gotta-breathe]

i like it when i cry and tears cover my face.
it feels safe

[SheCracked]

You seemed surprised when I admitted I let men use me. You waited for me after group therapy and walked out with me, gave me your number in the elevator and told me to call you. I wish I had the courage. I want you to destroy me.

[DthCab4Cutie94]

i was only 6..why did you do that to me?

i want to stop but inside me i know i never will.

i wish i had said no.

you were never worth it..you hurt me to much.

[DestroyMe]

I slipped, it was thebest feeling in the world I've missed that

[Kitty]

I like you more than i should

[Gone.]

I am sick of all the secrecy, the lies and deceit. I wish you would turn around and tell me the truth, do something for me. Do something for me. I don't want to be the person you have made me be. You say I am horrible, mean and jealous. You say I am some vindictive bitch.

One day I want you to say to me that I am not all of those things.

[C1071]

When I tell you I see you in my dreams, I leave out the part when you tell me you feel the same way... It's only a dream