|
|
 |
|
11-01-2010, 08:19 PM
|
#1
|
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: North West England
I am currently:  
|
Triggering (SI) - Slipping
After a while of staying away from anything SI i've slipped back again and its getting bad "/
i've found that the longer i stay away, the worse I am if i slip again. I cut more and worse than other times. Does anyone else get this?
Its like the further away i get myself, the worse i get :(
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
11-01-2010, 08:51 PM
|
#3
|
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: North West England
I am currently:
|
i really dont
i just feel so overwhelmed with the urge to cut right now
its like how it used to be but im not the same person
id not done it for months. and now it feels like its got me again.
but like, i dont seem to be able to get enough from it and its scaring me
sorry for ranting. i dont like being scared.
i hope your okay too
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
11-01-2010, 09:46 PM
|
#4
|
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Birmingham, United Kingdom
I am currently: 
|
Yeh, mine gets worse as well when I have been away for a while.
I hate that your feeling so low right now, you know you can PM me about anything at any time!
*hugs*
xxx
|
It is true that you may fool all of the people some of the time; you may even fool some of the people all of the time; but you cant fool all of the people all of the time - Abraham Lincoln
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think - La Bruyere
Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind then on outward circumstances - Benjamin Franklin
|
|
|
|
|
|
12-01-2010, 05:04 AM
|
#5
|
|
Our life is what our thoughts make it.
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Portland,Oregon
I am currently: 
|
That is exactly what happens to me. The longer I stay away from it the harder I fall. I really understand what you are going through and I know how frustrating it can be. Try reading a good book, it always helps when I am feeling the need to cut. It will be like an escape from everything you are feeling. I hope everything goes well and remember that you are not alone.
|
I was a dreamer, staring at windows Out onto the main street 'cos that's where the dream goes And when I got older, when I grew bolder Out onto the streets I flew
Released from your shackles, I learned a new way to move So before you take this song as truth, you should know How I benefit from you being here Lending me your ears while I'm selling you my fears
|
|
|
|
|
|
13-01-2010, 12:21 AM
|
#6
|
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: North West England
I am currently:
|
thank you for all your replies
i dont really get whats wrong with me. i might try reading next time it sounds like a good idea. but now im stuck with a lot of evidence i need to hide and if im being honest ive made quite a mess of myself. i feel better for posting and people being able to relate. i feel bad talking to people in my life because i dont want to bring down the mood. i just feel like i need this and its not looking like i wont not need it for a long time :|
but thanks for listening to me
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Currently Active Members Viewing This Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
|
|
|
Posting Rules
|
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts
HTML code is Off
Censor is ON
|
|
|
Sea Pink Aroma
All times are GMT +1. The time now is 03:20 AM.
|
|
