Triggering (SI) - confused.......

[scarred_fairy]

went to my councillor today...... im going to distance myself from my best friend im beginning to realise she is not good for me but its soo hard she was my only support outside councilling not that she had much time for my SIing but still i knew she was there and she knew and somehow that made me feel better... im soo confused....
my councillor also asked how i felt about maybe using bio oil or something to make my scars fade but it sounds weird but i like them and i want to keep them i dont know why i just do.....
i really want to cut....
sorry.......

[hirple.]

Stay strong love :) we're always here for you; PM me anytime.

It's always going to be an upheaval I suppose but sometimes distancing yourself from the people around us is a good thing. If you let something go and it comes back to you, then it was meant to be. Ok, I've probably quoted that wrongly but the sentiments are still there.

This year I lost my two best friends in the entire world in one fell swoop. And I'm still here, because sometimes these things are meant to be. Think about the good times you've shared, but also the fact that you WILL move on and have other friends - that's inevitable.

Try to avoid cutting right now hun, and don't apologise. We're all here for you when you need us. I know what you mean about the scars. It's hard, but maybe you have to let go of them to move on.

Take care, *big hugs* xxx

[scarred_fairy]

thanks its just really hard to let go of the friendship we had yano but i know in the long run it will help me.... i know everything that my councillor is saying will help me but its just hard...
thanks for your support...