one year later

[josiedoodle]

one year ago i felt a bit rubish in the morning ... i had to do this stupid thing for skwl on a saturday Dx so i just saw some scissors and i... cut... the scar is still there on my arm reminding me ONE YEAR LATER it still hasn't stoped its gotten worce...

i'd done a few things to hurt my self before but they were small and infrequent and now it is every day.. i go a day with out it and i start scratching my back again and again and... i can't do it any more i need it to stop... i can't cope with this for another year

[Intaytia]

*huggles*
Are you getting any help for this hun?

[josiedoodle]

im gonna hopefuly im gonna see if i cansee the skwl counseler wednesday

[Intaytia]

It's good that you're thinking of getting help - hope it goes well! x

[Fry]

Sounds like a good idea to see the school counselor hon. Do you know why you feel the need to hurt yourself every day.
Have you tried anything to distract yourself when you feel like doing it? Drawing maybe, watching a film, going for a walk or playing an instrument perhaps.
There will come a time when you don't rely on this at all. You don't deserve to be in pain.

Feel free to message me if you want to.
xx

[josiedoodle]

if i feel the urge i try my best to destract myself by doodling or making something but it dosn't always work as much as i want it to