I GIVE UP (Poss triggering)

star runner · 15-12-2009, 12:23 AM

18 months ago my life got turned upside down. I've struggled on and off with low mood for years but things got loads worse and my gp noticed and mh services got involved. I spent the best part of the last year on a Psych ward under section. Now i'm back at home/work. Psych, cpn, GP, work have all been amazing and i am such an ungrateful cow but i want to give up. Trying to get better is exhausting and i have no motivation any more. don't even feel motivated to kill myself (athough i know that's how my life will end) my head is a mess. sorry.

el_jumbel · 15-12-2009, 01:35 AM

I don't think your being ungreatful, its incredibly hard when you leave hospital, I'm sure nobody thinks your being an ungreatful cow, if they did they wouldnt have tried to be there for you. I'm sorry theres nothing I can say to make it any better but I hope you manage tonight

Tig · 15-12-2009, 01:56 AM

I agree, you don't sound like an ungrateful cow at all.
Do the professionals know how you are feeling? x

one_step_closer · 15-12-2009, 12:44 PM

Please use all of the support that you have, you CAN get through this. I'm here if you need anything. Take care.

sparklyshoes · 15-12-2009, 12:46 PM

Stay strong hun, it does get better. Just try and find the strength in you to continue to engage with those who are involved in your care. I hope things start getting better for you soon x