Going cold turkey (Poss SI trigger) - Page 2

bingie · 11-11-2009, 04:04 AM

the point is that you can do this. you are stronger than this and we all believe it.And we all care too

Look how many people have posted here wishing you luck. It's because we care for you.

~IntoxicatedRainbow · 11-11-2009, 05:45 PM

I care. I really care. I don't really know you, but I do care about you. I don't want you to hurt yourself. You are a wonderful person, unique and beautiful in your own way. You can win the fight. Good luck.

Love. <3

ProzacSmile · 11-11-2009, 07:38 PM

Sorry everyone, i know you all care, and i'm grateful for that. It's just that sometimes i can't help but feel so so lonely. :( I'm still fighting tho.. 18 days free :)

~IntoxicatedRainbow · 11-11-2009, 08:02 PM

That is amazing! *hug*

I understand.. I also have that sometimes. Then I see no point in fighting, but I keep fighting anyway, because I want to be able to say that I got trough it, and I want to be able to look at my arms and at sharp objects and not have thoughts of what I could do with it. I want to be free.

Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to, or someone to listen to you, or to distract you or if you just want to chat. (:

ProzacSmile · 11-11-2009, 08:45 PM

Thanks a lot.. it means so much to know there are people there. Same to you :) I don't have many words at the moment but im silently fighting thru..

lucy_geisha · 11-11-2009, 09:15 PM

You're not alone! We're all here with you to support you. And there is every ponit to it! You took the first step to say you were going to quit, that took so much courage. And if you ended up SI'ing again, so what? That doesn't mean you failed your goal. No way, that means that you were able to go without it for a period of time.

It's slow, and takes time, and it will feed of any insecurity you give it to urge you to SI, but everytime you ignore it, everytime you fight it, it's making you that much stronger.

Anna92 · 12-11-2009, 08:08 PM

I saw your first post and thought how brave and amazing you were being then seeing the ones which followed you've just proven it even more. Stick with it chick- you've already achieved a lot and shown how strong you are!

ProzacSmile · 15-11-2009, 07:09 PM

22 days free. i dunno how i feel about it. i miss it, a lot. altho i had my belly button pierced the other day and i keep playing with the ring even tho im not meant to and am quite enjoying the fact that it hurts a bit. nothing like what the pain of cutting would be, but its something. i dont know if that means im not really doing that great but oh well. thanks everyone for your posts, it realy does help to have some support!!!

Everything Inside · 19-11-2009, 01:06 AM

The point is is that you are strong enough to do this and its good for you to stop.
your an inspiration
Keep it up x

ProzacSmile · 20-11-2009, 09:42 PM

Day 27.....

bingie · 20-11-2009, 10:14 PM

You're doing amazing. I was just thinking how you were doing today and it's given me great hope that one day maybe i could do the same :)

*hugs*