Triggering (SI) - tell me the bad bits. Struggling to stay safe
I haven't self harmed in nearly a month, maybe a bit less. But i am very close at them moment. I can only think of the good things about cutting at them moment please please can people help me reminde me of the many bad things about self harm.
Or just a hug. I need a hug feeling very lonely
Sorry to ask
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
Bad things: You will likely feel guilty about doing it afterward, you'll have to cover them up and explain to people if they see, you could do more damage than you intend.
You've gone almost a month! Don't let it get the best of you! You can do this!
You might feel lonely, but you're never alone.
Try distractions, reading, writing, listen to music, draw, do a bunch of random quizzes online.
I'm here to talk for a little while if you want to PM me.
Stay safe! -hugs-
Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me. Don't make me.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*cuddles lost in dreams*
Well done for getting this far without cutting, that's great! Please keep fighting! The bad things of cutting
it's only temporary relief - you may feel guilty after
you will break the 'streak' of being free, which you worked hard for
you might to more damage than you intended
you will have to care for and cover up your cuts
fresh cuts could tempt you even more to keep cutting
once you cut again the urges could continue to become more frequent
being paranoid that people will discover you've cut again and not wanting people to touch you because its painful when they do
the itchiness
I hope these remind you why you stopped and the first place and gives you something to think about before the urge becomes too strong... Please keep fighting, finding ways to occupy yourself! You can do this! You've done it before! *hugs*
Thanks i can't beleave i forgotte all of these things. Still fighting the urge.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
