Triggering (SI) - I cant cope *also triggering for ed

[TearsHurt]

I'm breaking down...again.
I've got absolutly no one to talk to and I want to cut, burn, purge and starve myself.
I can't cope anymore. And I don't know why.

I think that I should go into counselling again but don't know how to go about it.

I don't think I can make it through the weekend without doing something

[QuietChaos]

*huggles*
As for councelling, i can get it through school, but i font know how old you are.
You can PM me if you want to talk.
Stay strong xxxx

What do you mean you don't know how to go about it? Like you don't know where you can get it. Like the above poster said, school is a good place if you are a student. Or you can go to your doctor and ask for a referral. I think counseling might help you, so definitely try to find some. *hugs* we're here for you. Feel free to pm me if you need to talk.

[TearsHurt]

Hi thanks for your msgs...in terms of how to go about getting counselling I'm unsure how to do it as im in full time work and dont even have any annual leave left to take for a drs appt, and I doubt if there would be any counsellors around after 7pm.

I've had such a s**t weekend...with not eating much and then on the times that i have eaten purging it...i really want to cut as well but am trying hard to fight that urge.
Gah i'm such a mess I haven't done any of my washing, or essay work that i've gotta do. I dont want to go to work tomorrow because then I have to pretend that everything is going really well and im sick of it