Triggering (Suicide) - my mind is going to explode

[bunsy]

Theres too much to think about
theres too many people theres too little time
ive got no stuff the cow's taken it all
i dont want to be here anymore i just can't deal with it suicide seems like the only way out
also i cant cut i want too and i need to but i cant because my mums taken everything, i need to get something else off my mind but i cant put my finger on what it is and i cant ask myself the right question to get it off! i have this constant headache and shivering fits and i need it to stop
if i cut it would make it better it would all go away but i have nothing they've hidden it all why couldnt i just remember to move it??? i should have ****ing moved all my stuff and i wouldnt have a problem

if they make me move to australia i will kill myself i want to kill myself now but if it happens i will do it i swear to god i will. i dont want to be here i feel insane i feel so full of things that i need to get out and the only way i can is through cutting ill probably strangle myself later tonight just to get it out of me - i hate it here ****ing get me out someone kill me please

please help me i need to destress i need to get whats in my head out

[Ampelmann]

I wish I could help. I wish I knew the words. I think you need to be somewhere safe right now, is there anywhere you could go to feel safe/calm or anyone you trust to be with? First thing first - you need to stay safe. Everything else is not posing an 'immediate' problem and can be dealt with when you feel calmer. I'm sorry you feel so bad right now *hugs* x

[adelicaterose]

Please stay safe I don't have all the words to say and I won't pretend I do. But, Is there anyone you can talk about this with someone safe and trustful (if not im always here). Maybe if you talked it out it will get your mind a little clearer. Im always a PM away. Please take care Audrey