The Safe Room

[frenchhorn]

its ok Star you're safe in here.
why you scared *offers hugs*

it did help a little thanks Bobbie, I suspose I never really thought as the bullying at school and home as emotional abuse, I always just thought everyone gets it a bit, but when talked to friends I realised how much worse and severe mine was so thinking of it as abuse I dont feel like such a wimp or so stupid for not getting over it and the fact that it has controlled my life so much makes a little more sense.

[bobbiwibble]

hi starbear honey no need to be scared youre safe :)

stupid question probably but are you pregnant then? :) x

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn

its ok Star you're safe in here.
why you scared *offers hugs*

it did help a little thanks Bobbie, I suspose I never really thought as the bullying at school and home as emotional abuse, I always just thought everyone gets it a bit, but when talked to friends I realised how much worse and severe mine was so thinking of it as abuse I dont feel like such a wimp or so stupid for not getting over it and the fact that it has controlled my life so much makes a little more sense.

Scared, Icky nightmares.
Don't like him touching me.

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Originally Posted by bobbiwib

hi starbear honey no need to be scared youre safe :)

stupid question probably but are you pregnant then? :) x

am scared -nods-
-nods- again you be right me is pregnant.
It be his though
so very scared
of it
cos
if it turns into him
or an abuser
it'll be my fault because
because
because
i let...him do things to me

i'm called Leighia ... for anyone who cares...

[bobbiwibble]

I'm glad imogen. my bullying was never that bad when i compare it to other peoples but it still affected me and it still affects me now. it was the first time i felt worthless and that sort of thing is important especially at a younger age because it shapes the person you turn into and the confidence you have to deal with other problems in life x

[DestroyMe]

bobbi: thank you


*cries*
why did I open that part of my heart...now this hurts again

[bobbiwibble]

star dont talk like that, k? *hugs* i've been there and i promise you that is not how evil people work AT ALL.
and you didnt 'let him do things to you'
its called abuse for a reason xxxx

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by bobbiwib

star dont talk like that, k? *hugs* i've been there and i promise you that is not how evil people work AT ALL.
and you didnt 'let him do things to you'
its called abuse for a reason xxxx

-runs over to bobbi-
-gives hugs-
I be scared can me hide with you?

[bobbiwibble]

course *hides starbear from everyone except people in safe room cos you can trust them definitely*

[DestroyMe]

*sits in corner*
I stupid
I shouldn't of done that
I knew better

[bobbiwibble]

what happened sunni?x

[frenchhorn]

*hugs star*
*hugs sunni*
Your both safe in here.

[bobbiwibble]

hey immy :)

howre you?x

[DestroyMe]

I was stupid and listened to a song..it reminded me of my ex...I thought I was over her..I'm not...
now I'm crying..
I want to cut and I need my bubby here but he's not here...stupid Iraq.

[frenchhorn]

please dont call me immy really hate that name for some reason sorry.
not good just lying in bed crying and remembering a lot of stuff and feeling really selfish for leaving mum and ellie at home with him when i am 4 hours away and ellie has to look after mum on her own aswell as mum ill and i used to help out but now cant and ellie has loads of school work so feeling really really guilty and keep hearing them.

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by bobbiwib

course *hides starbear from everyone except people in safe room cos you can trust them definitely*

Thankies
-curls up-
I really shud know betta
I really shud know betta
I cud have stopped my self
Now I can't
She's going to read the letter
Going to see I AM suicidal
She'll tell social worker
I'm going to get into trouble
She'll see the harm
She's going to shout at me!


naughty question...but can me add Bobbi on msn?
me could use someone to talk to at this time in the morning
me get very lonely

[DestroyMe]

*hugs star*
she shouldn't shout as you hun

[bobbiwibble]

sorry imogen, its partly instinct as the only other imogen ive ever known was called immy

starbear, nobodys going to shout at you! *hugs* what you did was brave *nods*

and sunni you dont need to cut ok we're all here just stay on here and it will distract you! im sorry about your ex but you dont need her okay? if she doesnt appreciate how amazing you are then shes not worth it AT ALL xxxxx

[DestroyMe]

*hugs Bobbi*
thanks
she still hugs me and calls me baby and she has a g/f..
she has no idea how much that still hurts me

[frenchhorn]

its ok Bobbie dont worry, a lot of people call me Imo and I like that and I like Imogen so thats fine.
nobody will shout star, you are safe in here *hugs*
*hugs sunni* you dont need to cut, you can talk to us we are here.

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by PerfectMess

*hugs star*
she shouldn't shout as you hun

Tahnkies for the hugs -hugs back-
I'm scared though
I knows she probably wont
but I'm still scared
Seeing her today
After school
& After youth club
Now I really don't wanna go to either of them places.

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Originally Posted by bobbiwib

sorry imogen, its partly instinct as the only other imogen ive ever known was called immy

starbear, nobodys going to shout at you! *hugs* what you did was brave *nods*

and sunni you dont need to cut ok we're all here just stay on here and it will distract you! im sorry about your ex but you dont need her okay? if she doesnt appreciate how amazing you are then shes not worth it AT ALL xxxxx

-hides-
-hugs Bobbi-
I'm still scared.
I still feel ick
-shudders-