It's my birthday tomorrow :) So I'm going out for a meal with a few friends - Suppose I'd better treat myself to something yummy. Though I wont go overboard on the food as will probably have a *cough* few *cough* beers as well.
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
Kiran! *massive hugs*, it's nice to see you back, I'm just sorry things aren't so great for you
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"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Hannah *hugs* why? What's going on. If my internet keeps working, I'll be about for a bit if you want to talk.
I feel rubbish.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Eh, it's okay. I just got dragged along to a couple of things with my friends today where I didn't know many people and I've realised that I'm still cripplingly shy and unable to talk to anyone and I feel like a huge, worthless blob to the point where I just want to die / go cry in the toilets. Heh.
*cuddles* What's up? Really hope you're alright, & I'm here if you want to talk about it xx
Oh hun, I'm sure you're not huge and you're certainly not worthless! I don't know what I can say, but just *massive hugs*
I'm just feeling really insecure, my Spanish is rubbish and when I went on the tourist train today with my friend, the lady sat next to me was staring at and commenting on my scars, and I felt really uncomfortable, because I thought they weren't that bad, which is why I had them out.
I'm just being really silly, but everyone here, all the Spanish women are really thin and pretty and I just feel totally out of place.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
*squish* I'm sure your Spanish isn't rubbish, but either way, I'm guessing that being in Spain will help with it, maybe try to focus on that? I think it's really impressive when people know more than one language at all, I found it hard enough at school! Yeah, I see why that would make you uncomfortable, and me saying it probably doesn't help, but just try to ignore it? It doesn't matter what people think of your scars, it was brave of you to not have them covered. How long are you staying in Spain? I really hope it starts getting better soon. x
Thanks, you make a lot of sense!
I'm here for a year, I guess it was always going to be hard at first.
*squishes back* xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
I've had a horrific few days. Eating has been up and down and everywhere. Something awfull happened, which thankfully has been sorted out now. I hate it when people spread rumours that aren't true. Yet doctors are pleased with my progress! Meh.
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"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
Kez, I'm sorry you've had a rough few days. *Squish* Try not to be too hard on yourself, everyone has tough times now and again, don't worry about your eating, just focus on getting back to normal, the eating will sort itself out.
If the Docs are pleased with your progress then it's still a great sign, you should be proud.
Ladybug, welcome to the thread, glad weightwatchers is going well for you.
Lovexx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Thanks for the comments, Claire. I know things have been sorted out now, it's just still in the back of my mind. At least my boyfriend is being absoloutly awesome to me. I am getting back on to healthy eating. I can't let a bad day knock me down.
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"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
Hey ladybug [sorry, don't know your name]. Glad weight watchers is going well :) I really wish I could afford to do something like that.
Kez, *hugs* I'm sorry you're having a bad time. But it's great that you're picking yourself up and keeping going. I hope you're feeling better soon x
We had a birthday meal thing for my friend today and I've eaten a lot. And there's still cake and stuff left. I feel unbelievably guilty. It should be fine because I've been really good since I got here and I'm sure I've lost weight. But it isn't. ><
Welcome to the thread flawedinsomniac (sorry, I don't know your name either), it's good that you're wanting to lose weight the healthy way, and it sounds like you know yourself pretty well, so just, yeah go for it, but be careful, and keep posting here and letting us know how things are going.
Hannah, I have no words, but *hugs*
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
