Triggering (SI) - No reason anymore

06-07-2009, 12:38 AM

Iy was meant to be my birthday party on saturday night, and that was my reason for not cutting. I didnt want Jenny and Louise, my BEST friends, to see. Neither of them can come now. Its just me and 2 other people that i know from the school bus. I spent my 15th birthday alone in ym room, and i can see my 16th going the same way. Im really triggered now, and ive lost my reason not to, :/

Im sorry

Maria17 · 06-07-2009, 01:01 AM

hey hey! I think that you can be stronger than that!!!

You are healing! Recovery is soooo hard but you are so strong,girl!!! Look at how far you've come!

Healing is really really hard,but I'm proud of you for choosing to heal! It takes a strong person to decide to do the right thing with their life.

You are strong. You can do this. Call someone. Email someone. Just hold on. This is part of recovery. You can be strong and do this thing!!

You can pm me if you want to talk.
Is your bday today?

If so HAPPY BDAY!!!!! :D

06-07-2009, 01:13 AM

No, my birthday is the 21st July
But my friends were busy on the 18th, so i moved my party to the 11th. Now theyre busy then, too

Popple · 06-07-2009, 09:52 AM

I am sorry your friends can't come, do you think you could do something else another time with them and on that day do something nice for yourself instead. Treat yourself a bit you deserve it.
You need to do this for you not for anyone else because you deserve to feel good about yourself and yes its hard but you can do it.
Take care
x

Maria17 · 06-07-2009, 03:59 PM

I ditto what pixie said.

ps-friends suck! Mine seem to never be around when I need them either! But like Pixie said,this is for YOU. Do something fun for yourself :)

06-07-2009, 04:22 PM

Thanks guys x