Triggering (Suicide) - This is bad.

[LoveMe]

This guy asked me out yesterday. I said yes. This one person texted me telling me to leave her boyfriend alone, and that she doesn't do well with whores.

I seriously feel like killing myself.

I hate guys. I hate love.

[Snow White.]

Hey hun,

Firstly while this may be upsetting it's certainly not worth killing yourself over. Are you saying the guy that asked you out had a girlfriend? If this was all a misunderstanding then perhaps you should talk to him, tell him about the text. Obviously, the girl that called you a whore is just being immature and doesn't have the right to call you that, I wouldn't even take it to heart she's got no idea who she's talking to!

Keep talking - we're here for you xx

[LoveMe]

I don't know, I'm just so mad, and feel like giving up. It's 12:45 AM so he's most likely sleeping. I dont know why I let myself believe a guy could ever like me for me.

[Snow White.]

Don't be so hard on yourself hun, guys can like you, but this one doesn't sound like he's worth it if he'd done this - you deserve better! I understand you're mad honey but there are other ways to get your anger out - check this out here - and maybe other things online can help to release your anger, without hurting yourself. Sounds like you're hurt enough already, eh?

Don't give up; you can get through this xxxxx

[LoveMe]

I'm tired of being just a pawn in a game. It's like life is a game and I'm trying to get through it. I know I deserve better, but he was supposedly my first boyfriend, I'm not even going to consider him one at all.

[Snow White.]

Good idea! I don't consider my first 3 "boyfriends" boyfriends at all, it's too embarrassing :P Hopefully you'll be able to find someone who can treat you as nice you deserve, and till then try and keep yourself safe? Maybe get yourself some rest, see how you feel in the morning? xx

[LoveMe]

I can't believe I fell for him, my friends warned me about some things about him..I should've listened. I'm trying to keep my self safe, and not give in to the urge to cut.

[LoveMe]

I don't know if I can do this...

[Snow White.]

You can do this hun, keep fighting.
What distractions/things usually help?
xxx

[LoveMe]

I don't even know because I don't use them, I just do what I want and get it over with.. :\

[Snow White.]

Perhaps it's worth giving some of them a go, while you let these initial feelings of hurt pass? Try checking out the Huge Distractions List for some ideas, or just do something you enjoy or keeps you occupied, even just searching things online (like comics etc).

xxxx

[LoveMe]

I keep telling myself he's not worth it, he's not worth my time. But I just...i dont know.

[ElectricSparks]

You're absolutely right, he most definitely isn't worth all of what you're feeling right now. Anyone who would intentionally hurt you in this way is not worth any of your time.

Try to take a deep breath, and relax. There are always other, better guys in the world, who will treat you much better than this. I agree with what you previously said, I wouldn't even consider him a boyfriend whatsoever.

You're strong. You can get through this, without self harm. I believe in you.

[LoveMe]

Thank you that really means alot.

Last night I had a dream about him and that this "girl" was dating him for like 19 months. Idk. But he hasn't replied to my text's yet so I'll wait to see what he has to say for himself.

[LoveMe]

He told me he asked me out to see how much of a whore I was. He lied all along.

[TinkerDebs]

ouch
thats just eman of him! and rude and dude guys are so annoying sometime
you really didnt deserve that to happen to you hun
and i dont think you should hurt yourself for him
he's tnot worth your pain and should just remember that you are so much better than him
*hugs*

[LoveMe]

Thank You.

[TinkerDebs]

*cuddles*