I hate thiss. i wish it was winter

samanthaax · 24-06-2009, 12:46 AM

im Allways like ok im gonna cut , then i look for a place on my body, and im like well wait, if i wear shorts. you will beable to see, i cant cut anymore on my wrist.. others will see it on my stomacc.. when i wear a bikini , i get soo many thoughts in my head i finally give up on finding a spot. n just cry . wishing i could.. :( gahh i wish it was winterr

BrokenScars · 24-06-2009, 12:49 AM

-hugs- i know what you mean, but you gotta stay strong hun, here if you need anything x x x

samanthaax · 24-06-2009, 12:50 AM

thank you:)

BrokenScars · 24-06-2009, 12:53 AM

anytime :) x

flybat3 · 24-06-2009, 01:52 PM

i wish it was winter 2

Wonderful. · 24-06-2009, 02:28 PM

I think this is quite a positive thing. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you have a reason to not harm yourself and crying is a good release.

Do you have anybody to talk to?

Hang in there and stay strong. =]

falling tears · 24-06-2009, 02:31 PM

MMM... i totally know what u mean. im sorry its so hard, have you got anyone you can talk to about it? hopefully the insentive of not cutting cos of the summer clothes, will help to decrease the harming, but i think you also need advise on how to cope.

Take care xxx

Sans Peur · 24-06-2009, 02:54 PM

When i self harmed i often found the summer the time where i wouldnt, i guess i would think of it as a time to enjoy the nice weather and enjoy life a little which i know isnt possible for everyone.

What helps me keeping free of self harm is going for walks and taking photographs.I look back at the photographs to remember a nice day.

Do you have anyone at home you feel you can talk to about how you are feeling? opening up and having extra support at home can make things a bit easier.