Triggering (Suicide) - Made a plan

[xSamanthax]

*Hugs*

[Ami]

Sorry to bash this up again but me and the boyfriend have just split up. I have nowhere to live and noone at all.

I didnt think things would get worse

[zowie]

Oh, Ami, I'm so sorry.
Can't you move in with your parents? (Sorry, don't know what the situation is with you and them)
PM me if you need to talk, seriously, I can give you my mob no or email addy if you want.
Stay strong sweetie xxx

[Ami]

Hi zowie, not really none of them want me there.

Today is the day, and i have everything i need... yet i cant. why cant i? Why am i such a failure?? I have every reason to die, yet I cant. I think my methods are wrong. I think its because he will be home in 3 hours and i know i wont be dead then.

x

[sherlock holmes]

Were you supposed to be seeing your key worker today? How did it go?

[Ami]

I seen my nurse earlier about 1-2pm and she just says "i need to be doing stuff to keep occupied"..

I dunno if she took me seriously about killing myself, i did mention it though. maybe i should ring crisis myself. x

[Bear]

I think that would be a good idea hun

Hugs x

[Ami]

i am going to ring them in a second. i am very scared.

[whirlpools]

good luck, i hope you get some support. xxx

[Bear]

I know its scary but you're doing the right thing by ringing them. They can't help you if they don't know whats going on.

Stay strong x

[Marko]

please dont do anything silly hun, you CAN be strong and get thru this. you CAN.

[Ami]

Just rang crisis team but they said they're going to get early intervention (who ive already seen today) to give me a ring back soon.

I hope someone takes me seriously.
*is worrying*

[Bear]

Well done for ringing them :)
I hope they're nice and supportive when they ring you back.

[Ami]

how long do they take to ring back? x

[dark_light]

I really hope they ring you back soon and take you seriously. Have they called yet?
I'm sorry that things have gone wrong with your boyfriend, is there any way of working it out?
Remember that if things become unmangeable you can always go to a&e, they would much rather you went and talked to them than ended up there having done something to hurt yourself.

[Ami]

Hi, michelle my nurse rang me back from early intervention and yet again was told "to be doing something".

And either get on the bus to go and meet chris, but i dont want to be around someone who doesnt want to be with me???

Erm, it was no help in the slightest. I just feel worse.

[Ami]

They also said i am not complient with treatment and i dont help myself. so yeah.

[Ami]

crisis team wont see me because i am under Middlesbrough yet, living in Stockton for the meanwhile.

[one_step_closer]

Can you go to A&E?

[sherlock holmes]

Yeah, A&E sounds like a good bet x