Triggering (Suicide) - Back in hospital

dark_light · 08-06-2009, 09:08 PM

I'm back in hospital after a really rough few days. Can't quite believe I'm back here, crisis team kept going on about keeping me safe but not sure I even want that right now. Feel so confused. Voices are telling me things and I don't know which thought are mine anymore.
Guess I could just do with some hugs and support. Feel so alone right now.
Thanks for Reading
Jo xxx

Pomegranate · 08-06-2009, 09:15 PM

It must be really hard for you to be back there Jo but I think if you are questioning the importance of you being safe then it is where you need to be. You are not alone, regardless of how it may feel. I am sorry you are struggling but it is great to hear from you, you are greatly cared about even if it doesn't seem like it. Please PM me if you ever want to talk or feel it would help.

Emma xx

Sleepless123 · 08-06-2009, 09:22 PM

im so so sorry your back in hosp.Must be really difficult for you.But i also really hope it keeps you safe Jo and it does sound like maybe its really where you need to be right now.Sorry you feel so low.Please keep talking and know i/we are thinking of you.i know we havent spoken for a while.Sorry about that but very best of wishes.i think of you often.x

~*forever_broken*~ · 09-06-2009, 01:25 AM

*hugs*
Aww hunni, I'm sorry... I wish I had something engouraging to say... but I can hug...
*squishes*

dark_light · 09-06-2009, 03:35 AM

I can't believe it's 3.30 in the morning an I'm nowhere near sleep. And I've h
Had so much lorazepam plus my normal meds I should be dead to the world tonight. Instead I feel really wound up and anxious, which isn't helped by the fact they won't let me go for a ciggie at this time of night. Grrrrr *stomps about a bit*
Really hope they get my meds sorted tomorrow, can't cope with much more of this. Drinking hospital tea at 3am not what I'd reccomend! X

dark_light · 09-06-2009, 03:45 AM

Kath sorry not been in touch much either, gets difficult using my phone but I've been following your threads and thing you have been so brave recentcly with getting thetests done and all I don't know if you have the results yet but Im really hoping it works out well for you.
Thanks for being so supportive, not just me but so many people on here.
You know where I am if u need anything xxx

ThinkingofRecovery · 09-06-2009, 07:05 PM

I'm glad they are keeping you safe!

Do you want any visitors? You could pm me with the hospital and ward and I could visit you at the weekend. I'm assuming that you are in the Greater Manchester area due to the location displayed.

Is it completely out of the plan now re a TC? Would you consider trying another one, one that is less restraining?

What other options do you have re therapy etc?

*hugs*