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07-06-2009, 06:15 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: York UK
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Short fat and ugly
Thats the truth of it, want to cut out the fat, I wish I was not so ugly, I want someone who cares to take care of me. Pathetic I know
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"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
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07-06-2009, 06:43 PM
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Perfectly Flawed
Join Date: Aug 2004
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i really can relate :/
im finding it hard to offer some advice because i feel the same but heres my 2 cents.
everyone is unique. and if people dont like you then tough ****. you shouldnt have to be "pretty" to please people. if people are going to judge you on how you look, theyre not worth a minute of your time.
if you're overweight maybe try going for a gentle 30 min walk a day and just making gradual changes to what you eat just more fruit veg/less "junk".
if your not overweight, then being "fat" is just a feeling. weight and prettyness does not define who you are.
take care xxxxxxxxx
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I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.
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07-06-2009, 06:44 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: North Carolina, USA
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Not pathetic at all. Can you talk to someone?
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07-06-2009, 07:16 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: York UK
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(I ahve a CAT therapist a psychiatrist and a CPN but it never seems enough as I want someone here and now, and i want to cut
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"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
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07-06-2009, 07:20 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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I know what you mean about needing someone here and now, are there any friends or family members who can be with you? Can you call a helpline? Take care.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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07-06-2009, 09:23 PM
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#6
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Join Date: Jan 2009
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Hey
I can relate to how your feeling, so your not alone.
Especially the "I want someone who cares to take care of me". I had a counsellor and she really helped however.. i just wanted someone to take care of me and talk to me because they love me\care about me, not because they are being paid to. you know?
also when i cut bad enough to require medical attention (im so ashamed of this) sometimes its because i want to be taken care of. literally sewn back up.
and like said above, everybody is different. different sizes\shapes\colors, etc, and nobodies perfect. if someone treats you differnt because of your appeance they arent worth crap. they arent they kind of people you want to be associating yourself with in the first place.
if its your own judgement your having a problem with, try not to be so hard on yourself. you dont deserve that. try doing something nice for yourself like a bubblebath or go for a walk with some music. (this would also be a good distraction from the SI)
hope your ok
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"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
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