but i'm not sure what i "have" i know thats a bad way to write it but i didn't know what else to say.
i've read lots of symptoms and stuff, but nothing is ringing any bells.
and i don't wanna go to the doctor, i know it sounds pathetic.
but i'm scared.
Watch Me Bleed... Make Me Scream I am too far gone to be saved, but I like it this way. Stop trying to help me and leave me to go.
Would you like to talk about what's been going on for you? Everyone here is very supportive, we'll all listen :) It's not always about what you have, but how you can get better and improve things. I know it's a really scary thought, going to the doctors, but they will be the best place to start getting help :) *hugs*
Why do you think your mentally ill? has anything happened to make you belive that. I think if you could going to the doctor would be the best soloution so you can get answers to your questions although i undertsnad that would hard for you.
I dunno I just, my mood changes so quickly, like one minute I'm happy and the next i'm the lowest of the low, within seconds. and i feel like i'm so unbelievably worthless, like people only talk to me because they have to. and like, i want to be happy, i really do, i've tried, but i'm just not. as soon as i start to feel good, it just.. disappears
Watch Me Bleed... Make Me Scream I am too far gone to be saved, but I like it this way. Stop trying to help me and leave me to go.
and i think about things that i know arent right, like i think about things too much and then go off on a tangent in my head, i know that makes no sense... sorry
Watch Me Bleed... Make Me Scream I am too far gone to be saved, but I like it this way. Stop trying to help me and leave me to go.
ae maybe see your gp, or tell any professionals you work with. i dont mean to sound silly, but sometimes your symptoms dont necessarily mean you have a specific illness, but you've recognised theres a problem and you wont help so good luck with it x
I would say that if it's severe enough that it's concerning you like it seems to be, seeking professional help would be a good step to take. It's not as scary as it seems. Someone will be able to help you. :)
Maybe write out what you have been feeling, and how you feel that something is wrong but you don't know what? That way you can fully express everything you need to, and organize your thoughts about it. Don't worry about seeming "stupid", it's their job to help.
As Facet said, if you feel as though something isn't right and it's affecting you then chances are something really isn't right. I can understand your reluctance to speak to professional though. But honestly if something feels wrong and you are being affected by it it's definitely worth talking to someone about it. They are professionals and they wont laugh at you. If you had a chest infection would you go to the doctor to get anti-biotics?
You could always print out your posts on this thread to sho to the doctor?
Take care
xx
yeah I think you should go to a professional. they won't judge you. they're there to help you. that's the only way to see if you need specialized treatment such as meds/counseling.
