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Feel so dead
I'm not sure what to do.It's like I've stopped functionning. I have barely been out the house for weeks, barely even out of my room. A few months ago I still went out and had fun with friends, but now I don't do anything, and I don't even feel like seeing anyone. I find myself wanting to get away as soon as I do anything with other people. Not that anyone's tried to contact me, I think my friends have forgotten about me. But that's ok, because the way they've seen me act lately, I'd rather just fade away so they can forget I existed. They're happier without someone like me. My mood goes from really low and wanting to cry, to just empty. I haven't even cut these last few days, because there's been nothing to get rid of, and I'm starting to want to do it just to make myself feel something, but I know it will just bring back the sadness. I'm not really sure why I'm posting this. I don't really have anyone so I guess I have nowhere else to put all this. Sorry.
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