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I just have to air this... (relationship)
I fell in love a girl, and she didn't fall for me. I understand that i can't make her love me and she broke up with me on friday. We were to geather for a bit over 6 months and she just made everything wounderfull. And usaly with the relationships i've had if it goes well i can truly say that i want her to be happy, but she was speical, i wanted her to be happy and i wanted to be ther to be happy with her.
I'm a fairly emotional for a guy. I realize that i have to get over her but i can't with there mier thought that things could ever come around. I have this thought that a lot of women are looking for perfect, and that just dosen't happen. Love is real perfection isn't. Thats not to say that i felt i was setteling for her, she is an amazing person. The only time i don't think about howmuch i miss her is when i'm doing something like watching a good war movie or driving.
I know i'm gonna see her on wednesday, we blong to that same club at school and that is how we met i don't want to be sad when i see her, se will know and that won't make her feel to great, If she can't be happy with me, than it is only right to want her to be happy regaurdless of how i feel.
I know that there must be some one elas but right now can't even thin about hugging some one with out thinking about how her hair smelt.
When is told her that i love her shae said it back, and after that i figured we would always be togeather, it crossed my mind that she said it to make me happy and figured i would come in time for her, wich is what she did (she told me). I can't get over that maybe she just need more time.
what do i do? Let her go?
Least i can say is that i'm happy to know what love is now
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