oh ive just had enough to being treated like im stupid or incapable of doing things because Im big. Oh and of course I couldnt possibly be happy and big,oh no.
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
Liv, I know what you mean! I think that's one of the reason I liked trampolining (as well as it being awesome), I was the biggest one there but was one of the better new people! It was really gratifying to know that I could outdo "skinny" people.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
I think that you can be big & happy, and big & beautiful.
I mean, I know there's an emphasis over the last few days and I'm sorry if I bought that about, but by all means I'm big too and still think I am beautiful, too, and I did before I was trying to lose weight.
Basically.
Love yourselves, and if you can't, let us all love you till you can <3
I'm big and beautiful (y) if a little odd looking.
:D all this fruit is making me feel great, I swear.
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
Liv, people can be so narrow minded and insensitive, but in reality they're probably just projecting their own insecurities onto you. They're probably not happy with their lives, and so have to make out like you should be.
Either that or they're just jerks. You are better than that, so just take pleasure in knowing you're not as ignorant as they are.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
aww, Jess *hugs* like I say, some people are just jerks, don't let them get to you.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
I must admit, cupcake, i get a bit funny when it comes to eating in public. It's like the world is watching, wondering what fat people eat. Urgh.
I've spent the day in the garden painting up some trellis. It'sbeen really nice day outside today. Plus four hours of painting might help the old bingo wings. lol
~*~ Proud Cat Owner ~*~
"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
ok... i've got another question. I don't know why, but i seem to be having a bit of problem with the whole weight and intimacy issue. I can't help feeling a bit ugly recently.
~*~ Proud Cat Owner ~*~
"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
i hate eating infront of people unless i have to, i feel like they are watching thinking "ohh look at the fat girl eat".
Even my flatmates find it strange i never cook infront of them or eat infront of them. guess im too embarassed
Yeah ^
Like at school my friends will sometimes pile everything on one person's tray and whenever it's mine I get kind of...nervous about how people see me
Let's put a smile on that face
We are not alone
Find out when your cover's blown
There'll be somebody there to break your fall
We are not alone
'Cause when you cut down to the bone
We're really not so different after all
ok... i've got another question. I don't know why, but i seem to be having a bit of problem with the whole weight and intimacy issue. I can't help feeling a bit ugly recently.
I have the same issue. My husband understands though and he's so lovely about it!
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
i got really pissed off with my flatmate for eating some of my food, i normaly wouldnt mind, but i look at everything and the cals and dont buy cheep stuff either, he didint even say sorry or give me the money for it.
I just feel horribe, i usually feel ok until i look at photos of me and end up feeling like a whale
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"