Im ready

[leftbehind]

I have never posted in here before, because before my realization I had this week I have never been able to say this.

I AM READY TO STOP!!!!

I am so dead serious! I want this out of my life. I want to be the person I have always wanted to be. SI has taken me on a long detour from what I know I can do with my life. I have NEVER been so determined to stop before. Tonight I threw away all my blades. I know I am still going to want to SI but I feel it in my heart this time. There is a better way. SI accomplishes nothing. It ruins everything.

I am terrified. I am scared of the moment when I feel backed in a corner and SI seems like the way out and I am tempted to. But I suppose its like the saying goes. ONE DAY AT A TIME! And today I made it through.

Im nervous to do this, but Im ready.... Support greatly needed...

[PointeLullaby]

I think it's okay to be scared.. but you know something needs to change and you are willing to work on it.. and that is great! Best of luck to you. You can do this and make it to where you want to be, I can hear it in your words.

[Dolphin]

Best of luck! You sound so determined to achieve this that i believe you'll manage it :)

[Katiee]

Hey Sweetie,
I think this is an amazing step forward! Well done for taking this step. :]
I'm always here if you need anything. xo.

[Left.]

*cuddles*
well done!!
this is a fantastic step!
as Saint Jimmy said, your determination oozes out of this page! i have every belief in you!

All the best and if you ever need us, we're only a PM away :)

x

[lozza]

*big hugs*

That is such a great step hun, I know it is scary but you ca do it... you dont have to get through this alone!!

I wish you all the best