This may sound stupid...
I've had coca-cola to drink every day since I was 13. It was okay to begin with... I was only drinking a glass or two a day, at dinner. In recent years (since I was 16 really), I've upped the dose of caffeine and I now take too much every day, roughly eight Pro Plus tablets and five or six glasses of coca-cola a day. I normally have three or four cups of tea too.
Basically, if I go for even a day with less caffeine than usual, I get terrible withdrawal symptoms. It's usually along the lines of vomiting, fainting etc... I get horrible headaches too. My doctor and my therapist want me to stop taking caffeine but I don't know how I'm going to do it. They say that it will make my anxiety worse. I have Social Anxiety Disorder, and I know it's not good to be drinking this much caffeine every day.
So... how do I stop? It's not like there is a group like AA, is there? I used to be alcohol dependant too but I managed to kick that habit. The truth is, if I stop having caffiene, I'm going to get worse... as in, all my problems are going to get worse. I'm dependant on it and I can't stop...
Sorry if this sounds stupid...
