A couple years ago, someone mentioned it on the AOL Depression message board, so I decided to check it out. I posted a few times and left. Then made this account, and here I am.
My best friends sister, who was once a member, recomended it to me when she found out i was struggling. Lurked for a while then joined :) Then found out some members of a self harm group i went to were members!........
After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Googled around for info about SI. In all honesty, was looking more for pro-SI in regards to a forum, BUT realized RYL is exactly what I actually wanted/needed.
It was on the end of a youtube video that I watched quite a lot, and I got curious and joined and here I am. I tell you now, being here is a hell of a lot more worthwhile than constantly searching for Pro stuff. I don't really look at those videos anymore, but I'm really grateful for the maker of the video to have put the address at the end.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I think I was looking for SH pics on Google (who knows why) and found RYL - back in ruin when there were pics. Have been here pretty much ever since, except a break last year.
7th July 2007
Hope is the feeling you have, that the feeling you have isn't permanent. (Jean Kerr)
I was looking for a pro-SI site when I relapsed about 2 years ago, but I found here instead. At first I didn't want to join because I wanted tips about how to hurt myself, but then I realised that I wanted to get better and that joining would be a step in the right direction.
Who Watches the Watchmen?
PM me any time, I'll answer you as soon as I can.
I have a SI awareness and a haematite and white bead bracelet from the RYL shop, and I love them!
