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07-04-2009, 09:31 PM
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hiding from the world
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Mo, USA...(somewhere dark and lonely)
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not sure where to start
I haven't been around in some time. Actually i haven't been on RYL in well over a year. I use to come here everyday or more. then one day i tried to sign in and had a panic attack. then everytime after that that i tried to sign in the same thing would happen. not really sure what happen there. Today however here i am i got on and not sure where to post or how to start anything. so I will post here and hopfully I'll be able to conitune to get on and post. I've really been having some issues and need to vent, talk and just be heard but words are not there for me today. i think more then anything i'm proud of myself that i'm able to be back here and not feel like i want to crawl into a hole and hide. I've been hiding for way to long....so sorry about the rambling. maybe i'll write more later..thanks for listening....
never_ending_pain 
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fear is only in our minds taking over all the time
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07-04-2009, 10:12 PM
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OLDER THAN SPACE AND TIME - THE TARDIS
Join Date: Jan 2009
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Welcome back ...sorry that you have found it hard to be here
take it slow if you dont feel comfortable to start your own post ,post in the one of the support posts ...give your self time and take it easy
you can even pm me if you want to talk or need to vent
here for you
Ella
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07-04-2009, 11:40 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: Bristol
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Hiya, welcome back, vent and talk whenever you want and can we are here to listen :) hugs, Hannah
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"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly" 
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08-04-2009, 01:46 PM
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Bringing back the lost art of Sewing
Join Date: Sep 2007
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Welcome Back. We're here to help.
Susan
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My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
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08-04-2009, 02:06 PM
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hiding from the world
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Mo, USA...(somewhere dark and lonely)
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Slow is about all i can do these days. Thanks for the welcome back it does feel good to be back on the boards. however i'm a bit freaked out too..so will not push myself to hard.
hugs you all
never_ending_pain
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fear is only in our minds taking over all the time
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08-04-2009, 08:40 PM
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Rainbow Fairy
Join Date: Mar 2007
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Welcome back - I came back to after a while of not being around and it is scary to start with!
PM me anytime you want to talk or rant or just want to say Hi
Gilz xxxx
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Nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
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08-04-2009, 10:49 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2007
Location: Greater Manchester
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Hey, welcome back.
Slow is good. It's better than standing still and means you are making progress!
Take care!
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"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
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09-04-2009, 06:48 PM
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hiding from the world
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Mo, USA...(somewhere dark and lonely)
I am currently:
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Is having a crappy day go figure is there any other kind of day to have. he has called me three times today what the hell is he thinking. only pushing me futher into this hole i have dug for myself. Sitting here looking at my scars wanting to do it again. but fighting it or atleast trying to fight it. thinks how easy it would be to just go ahead and do it. I know it would make me feel better yet i wont because well i dont know why but at the same time not sure how long i can hold off. i'm rambling and talking in circles sry. I wish he wouldn't call me. just sets me off.
thanks for listening~
never_ending_pain---> just me sitting in a dark place inside myself
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