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Triggering (SI) - Whats wrong with me???
Why do I keep doing this to myself??? I dont even like him! And he's a jerk, just takes what he wants and doesn't give a sh!t about anyone other than himself. Why do I keep letting him suck me in??? I'm so pathetic. I wanna cut really really bad, I havent cut in years, but he just makes me feel like sh!t. It's all about him. Then he wouldn't even bring me home. It was after midnight, and I almost called my brother to come get me. I feel like crap and im trying so hard to be strong, but I need to cut. I dont want to, I dont want anymore scars, but I need to. I hate myself.
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