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hmm... nopoint = \
Urg, So i'm pretty confused.
alots been happening... and for the most part i've seemed to push it away; but nowit's all coming back... and it's making me even more miserable.
in the past two weeks,
i've lost almost all my friends [orwellitseems]
i only have like 4 good friends and i'm scared that they as well will leave me. i don't know who to trust anymore...
outta those four friends,
two of them are guys that i like.
and so it only makes me feel worse...
like, i don't want to lose them.
but i don't want to keep leading them on...
the one guy, seems more physical... like he doesn't really seem to care, when others are around... but like he always touches me and stuff; and i try to tell him i don't want him to... but when i actually get the start of it out, i don't want to finish...
because i guess i just want to be wanted...
i really,
i don't know what the point of this post was.
but i guess,
i need someone to talk to...
and it doesn't seem like i have many people anymore.....
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