Triggering (SI) - break from recovery?

fallen wings44 · 11-03-2009, 09:29 PM

i going to take a break from recovering.....its just i have a alot of things going on and i cant take it! i NEED it!!!!!

......................... i think when things dont get too hard to deal with i going to go back and to try recover.....sorry.............

TeenSeen · 11-03-2009, 11:37 PM

Ah, please don't! *Hugs* Please don't, you don't need it. You can do this!

Palladion · 11-03-2009, 11:38 PM

don't be sorry, ultimately it is your decision but i would urge you to look at how well you have done, how strong you have been and really think about it. i mean really think about it, could you even try and discover a new way to deal with everything thats going on?
i hope you are alright, and i really hope things get better for you.
xxx

englishrose · 12-03-2009, 12:21 AM

please dont i believe in you

fallen wings44 · 12-03-2009, 12:52 AM

i dont think i can.......

Katiee · 12-03-2009, 03:47 AM

Hun, it's up to you what you want to do. But please don't give in, you can get through this. *HUGS* Take care, sweet. xx

fallen wings44 · 12-03-2009, 01:56 PM

*hugs you* i dont know what to do.....

tatty kitty · 12-03-2009, 03:29 PM

I really don't want to say to you "don't do it!" because that wouldn't really be helping with how you're feeling towards it at the moment.
A counsellor once said to me " I'd never ask you to stop, because if you did...you might kill yourself"
I know that's taking it to an extreme, but if you feel that you need to do this to help cope right now, than that's who you are at this moment, I'd hate to think that you're holding back all these urges and emotions and letting it build up to a dangerous level inside you.
I'm not encouraging you at all, and you have my full love and support if you do make it through this stage, but if you dont then that's alright too 'cause we're all here to help, nothing less.

Take care, Kits X

fallen wings44 · 12-03-2009, 09:39 PM

i think im going to try and get though it......but i wont make any promises that i will.

Palladion · 12-03-2009, 11:20 PM

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i think im going to try and get though it......but i wont make any promises that i will.

this made me smile so much, i don't think anyone here wants promises, just knowing that you are trying is great, it's very brave and i know that you can do it. i'll always be here if you want more support

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many hugs
xxx

fallen wings44 · 13-03-2009, 01:42 AM

thanks

*hugs you*

tatty kitty · 13-03-2009, 11:34 AM

Really glad you're trying, and all my love to you right now to make it through this.
always here if you need any support or just talk.
*big squeezey hugs*
Kits

~~Silver Wolf~~ · 13-03-2009, 07:21 PM

You are trying and that's the main thing that counts. Even if you give in to the urge, we will still be here behind you to break your fall.
You can do this, I know it may not feel like it at the moment, but you can do it.

=)
*Hugs*
Hope your doing okay

~~SW~~

fallen wings44 · 13-03-2009, 07:41 PM

thank you......

thank you so munch

~~Silver Wolf~~ · 13-03-2009, 08:11 PM

You are so very welcome hunni.
Anything to help you out through a tough time, because I know how hard those times are.
Take care hunn and if you need to PM me feel free to do so.

=)
*Hugs*

~~SW~~

fallen wings44 · 13-03-2009, 10:47 PM

thank you

~~Silver Wolf~~ · 14-03-2009, 12:22 AM

Your very welcome.
I am here to talk if you need to.

=)
*Hugs*

~~SW~~

fallen wings44 · 14-03-2009, 12:57 AM

its just that i have a alot of stuff going on...
friendships disapearing......
guilt from past stuff...
emptyness......
self hatred....
and i dont know what to do to deal with all the stuff besides cutting............

fallen wings44 · 14-03-2009, 04:22 AM

bump....

Country Girl · 14-03-2009, 05:35 AM

Keep hanging in there if you can *hugs* How are things going?