Reading these secrets is like justification for me.
Leanne's now stopped me from wanting to commit suicide and I feel worse for it.
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
i don't know where i belong, people that were my friends have ruined my life, and my birthdad isn't talking to me because i told him not to. I wish i still selfharmed just so i could take the other pains away but i know that will never solve anything. I feel so hollow inside now that everyone has torn their own little hole in my spirit.
I feel like... Doing something bad tonight.
I don't seem to have anyone who really cares about me... At least no one who'll fucking reply to me texts or emails.
I want to be bad tonight. :\
Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money.
They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with.
Some men just want to watch the world burn.
The real reason I don't want to hang out with you two anymore is because you make me want to kill myself. I just wish either of you cared about me half as much as you care about HER.
And honestly, I just want someone that will love me, the real me, someone who will look past the scars, depression, and the pain to see a beautiful person inside....But I guess I don't deserve that...
