Triggering (Suicide) - Miserablee = / *SI Trigger*

[ur_awful_iloveyou]

Well, i like relapsed wednesday and thursday...
and like i've been trying to hold strong and just forget about it.
but i can't...
everything is getting to me.
i feel like everyone is mad at me.
and they can't stand me.


i juss want to disappear...
Run away..
go somewhere... i can't stand this place anymore..
i want to die.


i mean, honestly what am i missing?
I'm so tempted to cutt and i mean i really don't care if my mom finds out at this point... i don't care if she sends me away...

Ugh, I don't know what to doo..

[Cazki]

*Cuddles you* Im very sorry that you relapsed on Wednesday and Thursday. Im sure everyone isnt mad you they are probably just upset. Do you have any proffessional support? Is there anyone close to you that you can talk to about things? Do you want to talk to us about things? You mentioned that you want to die. Is this due to slipping up? Or is something else going on in your life thats causing you to feel this way? Please dont end your life, so many people care about you and they would be very upset to hear that you had taken your own life.

Suicide isnt the answer you will get through this. dont give up. Please dont run away, i know it seems like a good idea but its not running away just makes thing worse. Your problems dont go away they are made worse and your problems stay with you. Please try to distract yourself as much as possible. Here is the big ditractions page http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403 and this is the Fun and Distractions Forum http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...hread.php?t=22 Keep safe. Im here for you.

Take care best wishes Ian

[Katiee]

Heyya,
I'm sorry to hear you're feeling like this. *HUGS*
Is there anyone you can talk to about your feelings? People aren't mad at you hun, maybe it just comes acorss like that because they're worried about you? Please don't cut it will only make things wrose. Do something else to take your mind off cutting. Go for a bath, go for a walk, watch TV ect ect. Take care hun, we're always here for you. xx

[Wonderland.]

Sweetie *gentle hugs* do you know what triggered you to relapse? Keep trying to stay strong, you can't do anymore than that. Try hitting a punchbag or screaming into a pillow or something similar. Please don't put yourself in any danger hunni.

Take care.
Amy x