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07-02-2009, 04:49 PM
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fly to hope,love and freedom
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: trapped within the prison of me
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Triggering (SI) - *maybe abuse triggering* sould i stop for her or not??
ive been thinking about something that happened a few months ago
i was in the backyard feel very stessed and angery so i was about to cut then my mom suddey came and dragged me inside and kept on shouting "DO YOU WANT SOME PAIN I GIVE YOU PAIN" she pushed me to the ground and kept yelling at me saying that if i want she would whip me with a belt untill i bleed everyday then she grapped a pair of scriccoers and cuted my wrist band and trew it in the garge then she dragged me to my room and said if life is too hard then i sound pack my things and leave and if she saw any **** on my arms she will beat the living **** out of me.....
i have told no one about this..........
now she acts like none of this ever happened......but i still remember.......
Last edited by fallen wings44 : 07-02-2009 at 05:07 PM.
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we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong
we are Survivors.
and.....
we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
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07-02-2009, 05:04 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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I'm so sorry about what happened, that sounds very scary. How have things been since then? How do you think she'd react if you spoke to her about it? Maybe you should consider taking to someone that you trust about this. If you feel unsafe then it is important that you let someone know. Please take care.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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07-02-2009, 05:15 PM
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fly to hope,love and freedom
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: trapped within the prison of me
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its like she forget what she did......she acts....happy. but i cant act like this didnt happened i wont.....ever.....
if i bring it up shell say "SHUT UP I DONT CARE".................
i dont know what will happen if i told anyone about this.................
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we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong
we are Survivors.
and.....
we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
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07-02-2009, 11:12 PM
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fly to hope,love and freedom
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: trapped within the prison of me
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bump.....
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we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong
we are Survivors.
and.....
we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
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07-02-2009, 11:16 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: Guildford
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Hun, have you told anyone about this appart from us?
What she's doing to you isn't right!
Do you see anyone from your local services?
I'm really worried about you lately *hugs*
I'm just a PM away if you need me,
Lyssie xx
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I'm not lost; not lost, just undiscovered You see the look that's on my face You might think I'm out of place I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered
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07-02-2009, 11:33 PM
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fly to hope,love and freedom
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: trapped within the prison of me
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no...i have told no one about this
no......
sorry about making you worry......... :(
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we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong
we are Survivors.
and.....
we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
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