I'm just going to crawl into a deep hole in the denial tent if that's okay with everyone.
Goodnight all.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Hmph.
Some people are sticking their noses in where it's not wanted again.
It was me expressing old anger that needed releasing once more.
Doesn't mean what you're assuming.
*rolls eyes*
*Hugs everyone*
Feeling so much better today. Had my meds review and the doctor was fantastic! So much better than my last doctor! He really talked things through with me and made me feel important, and he prescribed me some PRN (I can't remember who asked what that was, but it's medication you take as and when you need it).
The stopping smoking is right down the drain, just bought a 25g pouch of baccy which I'm swearing to myself I will make last until next monday where I can be prescribed the inhalator and stop smoking for good.
I have a really painful splinter in the bendy bit of my finger, dad says it must be against a nerve or something. Yuck. It's too deep to get out so I'll just have to wait for it to come out on it's own. Or get infected :\
Still no notice of exactly when the bailiffs'll be coming. My housemate reckons that means they might not be coming on Monday (or even possibly Tuesday -__-) now. Sick. Of. This. Being. Dragged. Out.
I am slowly killing myself through ****ing stress here, and it's just getting extended, and extended, and extended, and extended, and - well, you get the idea.
What the **** ever. I'm starting not to give a **** any more
I don't remember whether I mentioned it, but Nicole [mouse in darkness] hasn't been able to get online for awhile because her computer has an issue with one of the fans. She wants me to say hi to everyone from her. So hi from Nicole.
I'm on my own at home at the moment and I just want to cry. I feel like *****. The urge to slit my wrists is really high at the moment. I'm trying to keep myself distracted by watching Lano & Woodley's Goodbye tour. It doesn't seem to be working. The deep dark thoughts are having the time of their life.
Sorry, I shouldn't be talking about myself.
*hugs to everyone*
I hope things start to improve for you, or that your streak of good feelings continues. Much love to all.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I'm just going to curl up in a corner somewhere and cry myself [hopefully] to sleep.
Please make her stop yelling ...
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
It is snowing here.
I am feeling unwanted at the moment, Sundays are always a bit like that for me as I spend the day alone, despite going to the gym and the shops were there were people I feel totally alone. It is taking me a stupidly long time to adjusting to being on my own.
