I started cutting at 14 , burning at 16 i think , but I can remember I used to hit myself when i was younger each time I did something wrong or even when other ppl where mean with me, I hit myself because I had all this rage inside...
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I recently just started cutting about a month ago when I was 18. But the depression started when I was 17. It was a combination of things that triggered it like work, school, and my parents. They kept pushing me to get really good grades in school and I couldn't handle it with the stress at work so I tried cutting one day, then I got addicted to it. But, I am getting help now, I slip up though.
I started cutting when I was 15... It was brought on by the sudden death of my grandfather. I couldn't cope with it. Still have a hard time. Its been 19 years since his death and I still cut when I get stressed. I also have ED which is a bit more under control than the cutting well I think. When I was youger I starved myself... now I binged... gone through some very intense treatments.
I do have a great therapist though and a wonderful psychiatrist. Before I would just get thrown in the hospital if I cut... now at least they work with me. They make me feel at least if I mess up that I'm human and we make mistatkes.
i always had unhealthy obsession with pins and fire and stuff as long as i can remember.
then started scratching at 13. cut properly for first time around my 14th birthday.
i remember thinking that i'd messed up my life already cos on my 15th birthday i was still cutting
and now im 18. and punch myself.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell. But stay a while and maybe then you'll see A different side of me Unwell - Matchbox 20
"Why inflict pain on oneself, when so many others are ready to save us the trouble?"
George Pacaud (1879 - 1937)
i started cutting when i was 16..i did it for almost 2 years until my mother figured me out because i had spilled blood on the carpet in my room..now she wants to check on me from time to time but i refuse to show her..that is because i still SI and i don't want to admit it to her
i started cutting when i was 13, im 19 now
but i am just starting to realize my compulsive hail pulling was selfharm, i just didnt know it at the time
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy