*waves at Becca* as you can tell I am Mary Anne :)
*hugs Dayna, Ravyn, Jetforce, Kahlia, Katie, Nicole, Helen, Pixie and everyone else* (this place is so busy just now!)
I'm poop :(
In that zone where I just can't see things ever getting better, I am destined to live feeling this crap forever.
He-devil declared that I have a great life, he just does not get that no matter how much 'stuff' (ie house, friends, job etc) you have none of that matters when inside you feel so horrible.
Looks like it is just me and Fraggle (cat) forvever and great as she is I just can't see the point in any of this.
Feeling sorry for my big fat self.
*gives puppy Sinclair a cuddle and curls up in the denial tent*
HA.
Last night was interesting to say the least.
I have to go see someone tomorrow to report an incident that occured in the early hours of this morning, sadly involving me =/
Fun.
Am so tired :(
YAY DAYNA THATS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See :P Lol...
Well we don't have anything yet BUT we got the letter last night soooo I'm going to be applying for places today, ringing up some more to get some appts and then hand in app forms today and yeah FINGERS CROSSED!!!!!!
We haven't actually said yes yet, because my housemate wants to check things over with the people who're going to be helping with our advance payment, but it is looking very good indeed! And ooooh, good luck Katie! <3
*hugs everyone*
*goes and curls up in a corner*
how come I go out and have a really lovely time and then ruin it all because by the time I get home I'm feeling bloody shitty again?
"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly"
*hugs Hannah* That's not fun :( Do you want to talk about it?
Good luck on the house hunting Katie! Keep us uptodate.
Helen - that doesn't sound good; what happened?
Mary Anne - it will pass; sorry that the he-devil is such an insensitive jerk :(
Secrets - don't feel bad; what are you busy with?
Hi Becca, nice to meet you. Hope you feel welcome.
Arwen - how are things going now?
Jem - thanks for the drink *sips thirstily* How are you doing?
Pixie - how are you?
*hugs everyone*
Hope everyone else is doing ok; trying to start replying more posts; I'm really sorry if I missed someone's.. I have read them all. *leaves lots of hugs*
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness.
Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams
HA.
Last night was interesting to say the least.
I have to go see someone tomorrow to report an incident that occured in the early hours of this morning, sadly involving me =/
Fun.
Am so tired :(
Thanks Shell *hugs back* hope you shake the cold soon
don't think it's anything in particular I just don't think my brain works right I went to see Slumdog millionaire at the cinema with some friends and I just ended up thinking how pathetic it is that I'm miserable when I have so much more to be happy about than so many people, but that doesn't help, it makes things even worse, the other option is going out and seeing so many gorgeous, skinny, intelligent girls out there and I just end up feeling like nobody is ever going to want me and even if someone did I'd be so scared that I'd screw it up anyway. blah sorry, as I'm usless at opening up I thought I'd take a step forward and try a little bit.
Glad you found a place Dayna, hope you finalise it soon.
Helen, hope things are okay
Becca, you feeling any better?
*hugs Secrets* hope you're not too stressed
Thanks for the drinks Jet, hope you're okay
thanks Katie *cuddles back*
Arwen I hope your care co-ordinator gets off her arse and manages to give you some help. Is there anyone else you can call? *hugs*
MaryAnne, sorry to hear you're feeling so shitty hope you feel better in here *hugs*
"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly"
Can it stop raining now please ?? I always get more depressed when it won't stop raining. I just want to curl up and start crying. =(
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
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Hello everyone name is Becca age 34, everyone who is a resident of my head may or may not show. I know Sammie will if there is someone around her age. Ace would be most likely to show up out of all of them.
The residence of my head
Sammie: Age 6, sweet, shy, playful, doesn't like grown men
Leigh: Age 16, sort of a loner, creative, friendly, protective of Sammie
Ace: Age 29, sensitive, creative, a good guy tries to convince Sammie each day that he is.
I went to see Slumdog millionaire at the cinema with some friends and I just ended up thinking how pathetic it is that I'm miserable when I have so much more to be happy about than so many people, but that doesn't help, it makes things even worse, the other option is going out and seeing so many gorgeous, skinny, intelligent girls out there and I just end up feeling like nobody is ever going to want me and even if someone did I'd be so scared that I'd screw it up anyway. blah sorry, as I'm usless at opening up I thought I'd take a step forward and try a little bit.
