I Am...Alexx I Want...to go to uni...NOW... =] I Have...a broken mobile phone =[ I Wish I was...out in town already =[ I Hate...things. people. stuff. I Fear...nothing but fear itself I Hear...Nazma =] I Search with...GOOGLE I Wonder why...**** happens I Regret ...nothing I Love...someone who doesnt love me back I Ache in my...heart I Always have...good advice or a witty comment I Usually dont...say sorry I Am Not...nasty I Dance...like no one os watvhing I Sing to...the soudtrack of my life I Never...judge people I Rarely...enjoy going to work I Cry...but never in front of other people I Am Not Always ...happy I Lose me keys often I'm Confused about what he wants..... I Need something.... I Shouldn't be doing this. I Dream, all the time
I Am tired
I Want peace in my mind
I Have hardly anything of sentimental value
I Wish I could live up to my family's expectations
I Hate my body
I Fear small enclosed spaces
I Hear music, all the time
I Search for the best photographic locations
I Wonder when I will be happy again
I Regret nothing.
I Love my family
I Ache for love
I Always daydream
I Usually get "ill"
I Am Not perfect
I Dance when I get the chance
I Sing in the shower
I Never take the chances I know I should
I Rarely tell you how I'm truly feeling
I Cry nearly every night
I Am Not Always like this
I Lose a piece of me every day
I'm Confused about every thing
I Need my life back
I Should have everything I want
I Dream in black and white.
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
I am Klavier Iwant to travel and be free Ihave no self-esteem Iwish I could travel and stand up for myself Ihate myself Ifear fish Ihear loud silence Isearch for somewhere to feel at home Iwonder where I'm really going Iregret far too much Ilove a very sleect few things I ache because I'm incapable of being decent Ialways mess things up I usually put on a loud and obnoxious front I am not fun to be around I dance whenever and wherever I can I sing when I get drunk I never feel like I should be in a place I rarely like myself I cry when it all builds up I am not always sociable, chatty and loud I lose every bit of confidence I get back I'm confused about myself I need to get away from here I should do something about it I dream about fleeing
i'd only come here seeking peace i'd only come here seeking me it seems i came to leave
I Am... amazing
I Want... to have all my homework done and to be good at math
I Have... to study more
I Wish... Everything was perfect
I Hate... math, sometimes myself
I Fear... failing
I Hear... nothing
I Search... for perfection
I Wonder... if I will ever reach my goals
I Regret... not taking more college classes in high school
I Love... my family
I Ache... on my leg
I Always... get upset and angry easily
I Usually... can't sleep
I Am Not... healthy
I Dance... tap, ballet, many other things
I Sing... never
I Never... sing
I Rarely... am happy
I Cry... too much
I Am Not Always... happy
I Lose... confidence
I'm Confused... about math and about what I'm doing with my life
I Need... to be smarter and to get better
I Should... talk to someone
I Dream... use to be a lot now it's never
Forget the risk and take the fall if it's what you want it's worth it all
I Am... pathetic
I Want... to change
I Have... nothing to offer
I Wish... i could be loved
I Hate... myself
I Fear... God
I Hear... people talking about me. again.
I Search... for who i really am
I Wonder... if this is it
I Regret... leting everyone wlk on me
I Love... my doggie
I Ache... always
I Always... hide how i feel
I Usually... bury everything
I Am Not... ok, contrary to popular belief
I Dance... i wish
I Sing... horribaly
I Never... want to wake up
I Rarely... feel half decent about myself
I Cry... alone
I Am Not Always... a decent person
I Lose... more of myself each day
I'm Confused... always
I Need... someone to love me
I Should... just give up
I Dream... of being normal
I Am less than I should be
I Want to have my hope back
I Have nothing to look forward to
I Wish I could start life over
I Hate having to pretend everything is ok
I Fear moths
I Hear the humming of my laptop
I Search for things that don't exist
I Wonder if this really is reality
I Regret dropping out of school
I Love my pets
I Ache for my losses
I Always put on a smile
I Usually find things harder than I should
I Am Not a good person
I Dance never because I hate it
I Sing when I'm in the mood
I Never feel good about my future
I Rarely see the positive side of things
I Cry when I fail
I Am Not Always forgiving towards myself
I Lose myself in my thoughts
I'm Confused about why I'm here
I Need a second chance
I Should try a little harder
I Dream about my past a lot
Last edited by Target Dawn : 25-01-2009 at 05:02 AM.
Reason: spelling mistake
Previous username: Miss-Ruby
R.I.P my budgie Bubbles 26/01/09...in my <3 forever.
I Am... alive
I Want... a kitten
I Have... lots of books
I Wish... i wasn't depressed
I Hate... peanut butter
I Fear... dead things
I Hear... NIN
I Search... using google
I Wonder... what happened to old friends
I Regret... not keeping in touch with old friends
I Love... kittens
I Ache... where i cut
I Always... have an internal monalogue
I Usually... arrive late
I Am Not... a tomato
I Dance... sexily!
I Sing... appalingly
I Never... eat meat
I Rarely... bathe (i do shower though!)
I Cry... too often
I Am Not Always... rational
I Lose... all sorts of crap
I'm Confused... only i call it 'confuzzled'
I Need...sleep
I Should...turn off the computer and go to bed
I Dream...vividly
"Thinking is the most unhealthy thing in the world"
I Am...Who I Am, Kat :)
I Want...The One Thing I Cant Quite Have Yet.
I Have...Alot To Offer.
I Wish...He Was Here.
I Hate...Trying To Help When Its Not Wanted Or Needed.
I Fear...Losing Everything.
I Hear...Galloping Triplets -.-
I Search...For ... Alot.
I Wonder...How Many Hours Till I Am In His Arms Forever.
I Regret...My Past.
I Love...Him.My Bunnies.My Friends and Family.
I Ache.....Ahm...
I Always...Wait.
I Usually...Play WoW?
I Am Not...A Failure.
I Dance...Badly.
I Sing...Even Worst Than Singing.
I Never...Hurt Myself.
I Rarely...Get Dressed.
I Cry...To Much.
I Am Not Always...Grateful.
I Lose...Alot Of Important Stuff :S
I'm Confused...About Certain People.
I Need...MONEY!
I Should...Keep Making People Proud.
I Dream...Of 2 Years Time
I Am... Amanda
I Want... to be loved
I Have... my m8 asking me out
I Wish... tht i was like d by people
I Hate... told wht to do
I Fear... spiders and scary people
I Hear... Barlow Girl-porcelain heart
I Search... for who i really am
I Wonder... what i am going to do tnight.
I Regret... not saying goodbye to my aunt b4 she had died
I Love... nothing atm...
I Ache... on my tummy
I Always... sing and run.
I Usually... try to avoid people.
I Am Not... cute or pretty blah blah blah.
I Dance... really good
I Sing... to the ederly people in the homes
I Never... show people that i'm sad or scared.
I Rarely... eat.
I Cry... when things go wrong or i jst feel like i'm worthless.
I Am Not Always... good at everything like people say i am.
I Lose... the will to live.
I'm Confused... about everything atm.
I Need... a new jacket.
I Should... go for food.
I Dream... about not ever starting to SH.
I Am... Tom
I Want... Respect
I Have... Immense Power
I Wish... I could control my own destiny
I Hate... Being controlled
I Fear... Failiure
I Hear... Music from the other computer
I Search... For ways to bette myself
I Wonder... Far too much
I Regret... Alot
I Love... Family
I Ache... Actually, I dont
I Always... Think too much
I Usually... Sleep for too long
I Am Not... A dumping ground for other peeps worries
I Dance... not that often tbh
I Sing... Quite abit, especially in the shower
I Never... Let someone take control of me
I Rarely... Quit
I Cry... Actually, I hardly ever do
I Am Not Always... The quiet one
I Lose... hardly ever, I hate losing that much I wont stop until I win
I'm Confused... No i'm not
I Need... Money... sharpish
I Should... Be getting ready for MMA training
I Dream... of being THAT guy everyone wants to be...
I Am... unfulfilled.
I Want... everything.
I Have... a cup of green tea and some pills.
I Wish... I could control everything.
I Hate... that I waste energy on hating.
I Fear... people.
I Hear... music, the television, the hum of my playstation, the cat snoring next to me.
I Search... for my lighter, and it always turns out to be in the left pocket of my jeans.
I Wonder... whether I should give up completely.
I Regret... nothing; regret's a waste of time.
I Love... this.
I Ache... everywhere, but I can't feel it anymore.
I Always... worry.
I Usually... have a cigarette in my hand.
I Am Not... sober.
I Dance... in my bedroom when I'm alone and hyper and there's good music on.
I Sing... along to whatever's playing.
I Never... sleep before midnight.
I Rarely... say what I'm genuinely feeling.
I Cry... sporadically, usually while reading manga.
I Am Not Always... sensible, but I do always learn.
I Lose... money to strangers and dignity to desperation.
I'm Confused... about where I'm headed.
I Need... to realize that if I keep going, I'll lose everything.
I Should... care about the above fact.
I Dream... more than I live.
I Am... jordana
I Want... to be loved
I Have... my family who have no idea how i feel
I Wish... i had time to myself and had a life to look forward too
I Hate... life
I Fear... spiders/creepy crawlies, nasty 2 faced people
I Hear... death bellowing
I Search... for peace inside
I Wonder... when i will die
I Regret... not talking to my mothers psycologist after she attempted suicide
I Love... my cats/dog
I Ache... inside
I Always... hate myself
I Usually... stay in alone
I Am Not... a great person
I Dance... crap
I Sing... badly
I Never... like to speak of my feelings
I Rarely... feel good
I Cry... rarely, but when i do i cant stop
I Am Not Always... as people may think
I Lose... the will to refrain from sharp objects
I'm Confused... with life
I Need... a new life
I Should... stop wallowing in self pity
I Dream... of better days
I Am... Liv
I Want... happiness
I Have... A baby hamster!
I Wish... I could read your mind
I Hate... Worrying
I Fear... Losing control
I Hear... Arthur
I Search... for peace of mind
I Wonder... where my life will go
I Regret... very little
I Love... My family and boyfriend
I Ache... From coughing
I Always... Buy heat magazine
I Usually... try to have a positive outlook
I Am Not... a pushover
I Dance... badly.
I Sing... in the shower
I Never... let myself go
I Rarely... hate
I Cry... when afraid
I Am Not Always...as shy as I seem
I Lose... balance
I'm Confused... about a lot
I Need... you
I Should...sleep
I Dream... during the day,not at night.
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
I Am...a girl.
I Want...to be with him.
I Have...to keep hopping things will turn out okay.
I Wish...i wasn’t so alone.
I Hate...being so scared.
I Fear...being invisible again.
I Hear...what you don’t say.
I Search...for a reason.
I Wonder...why you can’t see what I see in you.
I Regret...never saying the things I want to.
I Love...when I don’t have to think.
I Ache...when the people I love do.
I Always...will be here for you.
I Usually...am a bit unsure.
I Am Not...perfect.
I Dance…in the rain.
I Sing...if you sing too.
I Never...will stop trying to live my life.
I Rarely...show my tears.
I Cry...even when I don’t want you to see.
I Am Not Always...strong.
I Lose...the people I love.
I'm Confused...by life.
I Need...a hug.
I Should...try to like myself more.
I Dream...about what I wish would be most the time.
I Am...a girl.
I Want...to be okay.
I Have...a dream that will never come true.
I Wish...I wasn't here.
I Hate...the way my roommates talk rudely of each other when one is not around.
I Fear...hurting those I love.
I Hear...the usual sounds around this place, except it's quieter.
I Search...for something but haven't quite figured out what.. or if it's even redeemable.
I Wonder...why?
I Regret...listening to those who beat harsh words and feelings into me.
I Love...taking walks with a friend by my side.
I Ache...to be loved.
I Always...wish someone would notice and care.
I Usually...let you do the talking.
I Am Not...going to make it through this year, am I?
I Dance...actually, make that I used to dance.
I Sing...when no one's listening.
I Never...have worn neon green nail polish.
I Rarely...let people in.
I Cry...alone, silently, to keep from the others.
I Am Not Always...that quiet, jeez.
I Lose...when fighting with myself.
I'm Confused...about God..
I Need...to figure many things out.
I Should...finish reading that book.
I Dream...dreams.
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
I Am... KJ
I Want.... to be going somewhere in life.
I Have... fags!
I Wish... my mental health hadnt affected my dance training. i wish i could dance.
I Hate... that i hurt people.
I Fear... losing the people i love.
I Hear... fleetwood mac
I Search... for alot of things.
I Wonder... if i'll ever be able to function normally.
I Regret... alot of my past.
I Love... my puppy dog, and my few but weird and wonderfull family/friends.
I Ache..... in my heart all the time.
I Always... seem to be late everywhere i go!
I Usually... dissapoint people.
I Am Not... the life and soul of the party.
I Dance...no more.
I Sing... really really badly!
I Never... eat anchovies!
I Rarely... feel content.
I Cry...not very often at all, when i do i think i'll never stop.
I Am Not Always... very reliable.
I Lose...most things i touch!
I'm Confused...very easily!
I Need... a job!
I Should... worry less.
I Dream... of being able to achieve the things i want.
I Am... not what's displayed in my picture
I Want... snowday
I Have... a family and home, so thank God for that much :)
I Wish... that someone's phone didn't break on july 23rd
I Hate... people who play shitty "music" and don't turn it down when asked by others
I Fear... pain
I Hear... Jean-Jacque Goldman
I Search... using google
I Wonder... why sometimes, but it's less painful not to
I Regret... not saying certain things
I Love... 80s music
I Ache... in my assinisis (how do you spell it (if i've got it right score))
I Always... breathe
I Usually... listen to music
I Am Not... atheist
I Dance... therefore i am. not really
I Sing... anything i know the words to
I Never... enjoy playing soccer (i refuse to call it football it's a crap game)
I Rarely... play soccer anyway :P
I Cry...when i reminisce + listen to the right music
I Am Not Always... musicing
I Lose... contact at the worst possible time ever :(
I'm Confused... about how long i should be feeling this way...
I Need... to focus on me work more :P
I Should... focus more on me work
I Dream... about what could've happened had i not lost contact
I Am... paige. I Want... things to be okay again I Have... words written allover me I Wish... this was easier I Hate... pretending I Fear... big planes, big ships, big helicopters. I Hear... sunday night project going off I Search... for nice pictures I Wonder... how long it will take I Regret... cheating on him I Love... chris I Ache... all the time I Always... pull through I Usually... go to school. even though i dont want to I Am Not... warm I Dance... at gigs I Sing... all the time I Never... sing to anyone else. I Rarely... tidy up I Cry... when i get stressed or upset. I Am Not Always... true. I Lose... the remote all the time I'm Confused... about if i actually know why im upset today I Need...a pen. I Should... not cut tonight. I Dream... about him when i shouldnt.
please dont let this turn into something its not i can only give you everything ive got i cant be as sorry as you think i should but i still love you more than anyone else could. all this feels strange and untrue and i won't waste a minute without you my bones ache my skin feels cold and im getting so tired and so old the anger swells in my guts and i wont feel these slices and cuts. paigeybaby. <3
I Am a bad example.
I Want to stop hurting everyone and lying.
I Have quite a head on me.
I Wish I could disappear.
I Hate myself more than anything else.
I Fear how much everyone knows.
I Hear voices screaming in my head.
I Search for something to calm my soul.
I Wonder what life would be like if I were completely different.
I Regret not telling her how much I care.
I Love Brittany.
I Ache inside my heart.
I Always think about everyone else before myself.
I Usually would rather hurt myself than others.
I Am Not as beautiful on the inside as they say I am.
I Dance alone, and pretend it doesn't hurt to not have a partner.
I Sing the lyrics I can't say.
I Never thought that I'd be where I am now.
I Rarely let people into the heart of me.
I Cry myself to sleep and pray someone will hear me, but they never do.
I Am Not Always as stupid as I feel.
I Lose tiny peices of myself every day.
I'm Confused about why anyone would want me.
I Need someone to cry on.
I Should probably be back in the hospital.
I Dream that one day I'll be free and my babies won't have to go through this.
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
I Am... Hayley I Want... to suceed I Have... too much work to do! I Wish... for better things I Hate... being weak I Fear... failure I Hear... the tv I Search... for myself I Wonder... when it will end I Regret... letting them use me I Love... those who didn't give up on me I Ache... for answers I Always... think too much I Usually... fall I Am Not... giving up I Dance... passionately =p I Sing... all day long I Never... know what to do I Rarely... open up I Cry... silent tears I Am Not Always... strong I Lose... my willpower I'm Confused... all the time I Need... to know why I Should... do some work I Dream... of better things
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"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars"
- Oscar Wilde
