Triggering (SI) - entirely stupid...

[ur_awful_iloveyou]

alright, so i really don't know what to do.
i've messed up worse than i have ever.
and i have bio lab tomorrow, which means no sleeve and no bracelets.
i've practially got a bracelt of cuts on my wrist and i dont know how i am going to be able to hide it.


i feel entirely stupid.
and everything is only getting worse.
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[tigris]

I know it's unlikely but are you allowed like sweatbands or wristbands? We're not allowed bracelets for sport, but we are allowed sweatbands. That's probably not very helpful. What about just one really big plaster that covers the worst, and say you can't take if off cos you burnt your arm or something? Who will be there who you don't want to see your arms?

Sorry not very useful, will try think some more ideas xx

[ur_awful_iloveyou]

well, i got away with it last lab.
but i wasn't the one working with the chemicals.
i don't remember exactly what he said we would be doing.
but it's thicker than my wrist band.


everyone.
if people find out.
the guidance counsler and nurse find out.
they tell my mother.


i can't tell my mom physically that i cut.
because she'll send me away.
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[Lindsey]

Is there anyway you can stay off sick?

[ur_awful_iloveyou]

no, probably not.
i don't know.