Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
argh!!!! today sucked so much, poeople were i work suck, get cheesed off with people comments, iam doing the best i can, like to see them do better. just want to hide, want christmas to just get here. *cries*
*hugs back* thanks icanbetthis, iam trying not to listen, they make me so angery, that i want to just hit something, or hurt myself. already messed up again and cut, dont want to do it again.but atm iam really struggleing. *cries*
thanks for the hugs. had another crap and really stressfull day at work. poeple bit*hing at me, just because they had to go on to a till because it was buzy, then i need someone, to go on customer service desk. just feed up of being made to feel like a useless peace of crap.
well it only matters if its good enough for you. you're doing the best you can, and that's what counts.
looks like we could do with a massive group hug
*GROUP HUG*
I didn't have a good day.
I lost it and cut with something we regularly use in my house, so I had to wash it. :\ (I know I can't tell the tool here)
I'm ashamed.
My mom likes my sis better than me. She pays her more attention. My sis has better grades and a cheaper college. How can she get away with being bitchy and be so happy when all I want to do is please everyone and love and protect everyone and I get stuck being miserable? Trying to recover but feeling so triggered.
I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
it's hard when it feels like your parent favorites another sibling over you :( but i think its more important to know that you have compassion for other people than to be the favorite child.
