*sigh* I honestly don't know if I'm ok or not right now. Just got a text from a mate, saying he's in a&e but that he's ok. Scared for him. But, the thing is... this is the guy everyone thinks is a sociopath, so... I don't know what to believe at the moment.
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
just checking in, brings lots of hot chocolate for everyone.
no real problems just in that slightly fragile mood, work was terrible today i ****ed up a lot and my suspicions about a fellow colleague's SI were closer to being confirmed which worries me and im still shaky when i think about cleaning up and dressing his last "accident".
If I pretended I was blind
And struck it from my mind
Would it still be there?
What if I'd do anything
To make it seem all right
I finally got Lei'd in Vets....It was an enjoyable experience!
*offers hugs to all who want/need/can accept them*
I feel like I'm a burden on everyone. I just want to end things .... to get away from everybody. I don't want to be here and holding every person that I meet back. I'm sorry.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*sigh* Counselling in just under an hour. I was looking forward to it, strangely, because it helps, but now, I'm dreading having to talk about things, and I'm not entirely sure why.
I'll let you guys know how it goes when I return. Could be some time, last session lasted about 4 hours... eek.
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
*offers hugs to all who want/need/can accept them*
I feel like I'm a burden on everyone. I just want to end things .... to get away from everybody. I don't want to be here and holding every person that I meet back. I'm sorry.
*cuddles on Kahlia* You are NOT leaving and you NOT a burden. Trust me sweetie. <3
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Originally Posted by Aimee in Wonderland
*lies down on the bed.*
Ahh.
*jumps on Aimee* You ok babe?
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*hugs all who want/need/can accept*
*sigh* Counselling in just under an hour. I was looking forward to it, strangely, because it helps, but now, I'm dreading having to talk about things, and I'm not entirely sure why.
I'll let you guys know how it goes when I return. Could be some time, last session lasted about 4 hours... eek.
*cuddles tight* I know you've been there for nearly an hour or so, hope it's going okay and it isn't as mad/intense as last time, will text you about 3.40ish
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Dont worry I can't do anything at the moment anyway.
Am still pretty down but am still around...that somthing?
I'm glad you can't, just don't it at all please?? *cuddles* I know it's WELL hard but it will get better, people love you.xx
Me...? Well I'm still struggling and have had a panic attack and no doubt have one soon, but am feeling great about being 6 months. Today's been...emotional. I mean I've had to talk about Stef with my notetaker, but it helped and stuff. Then went & saw Heather, now that was um helpful I guess. Plus...got counselling in 15 minutes, getting REALLY nervous and I hope she hasn't given my slot to someone else, which is a possibility.
Right, just got back in, thought I'd drop off a load of hugs for you guys. Gotta head out for food and that lot, so don't have time to update on the counselling session until I get back.
Hells, I'll text you back soon. ly lots hun. take care. You know where I am if you wanna talk. *huge huggles*
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
