i go into my room today, already having a rough day because i ate something. just wanting to go to sleep, i open my door and i find my roomate with a guy in her bed, i almost freak, she should have at least locked the door, urrg. i jst want to cut right now and my mind is going a hundred mph and i can't stop it. my leg is in so much pain bc of the surgery.

. i can't stand life anymore, why is it so worth while to live....