Triggering (Suicide) - help

[kykell]

dont know what to say really,gone in to self destruct mode,drinking myself silly so i can cut deep enough to end it all.
fed up with life,hospital just feed you pills then tell you to have counciling,having c.b.t at moment but after 5 hospital admissions in 8 yrs ithere is no hope left and cant carry on like this.4wks out of hospital and attending day hospital daily but whats the point?had enough of the struggle cant carry on like this.

[distant_yellow]

I know hospitals suck.. but everybody there wants you to feel better. It is not easy by no means but the truth is, you are bigger than the struggle you're facing. You are stronger than that. Your'e not gunna wake up happy tomorrow, but i can tell you that it is worth the wait.

[Tig]

Hey,

I am sorry to hear things are so hard for you at the moment. I myself have had many hospital admissions, I've lost count so in someways I can relate to the frustration and the feelings that can arise from it.

You have done well to stay out of hospital for four weeks, and it sounds like you are really trying very hard to get yourself better - going to day hospital and doing CBT. Thing is, niether of these are quick fixes and they do take time. Often therapies can cause people to feel worse first before getting better. This may be the case for you and it's certainly worth giving it some more time before writing it off as a 'no hoper'.
Even if you do decide that what you are currently being offered isn't right for you, it doesn't mean there aren't other options out there. There are so many different types of therapy and it can also depend on what is happening for you at the time.

Has something happened to make you feel so triggered and unable to carry on? Is it something that can be resolved?

Recovery does take time and there is hope. When you are well, I think you'll be proud of yourself for coming so far and be pleased that you made the decision to keep fighting. Things didn't get so hard and complicated overnight so don't be angry with yourself for not getting well straight away.

Maybe also, think of what you would say if this was somebody else. Would you really believe that they should commit suicide and that there was no hope for them? It can sometimes be very helpful if you can take a step back from your situation and see it with the eyes of someone else.

Take care, you are special & you can beat this!

[Cazki]

*Hugs* Im sorry your feeling this way and that your having such a bad time. Please dont drink or end your life it wont help it will just matters worse. Please dont give up, you can and you will get through this. What is it thats making you want to end your life? Are you able to talk to us about it? Suicide isnt the answer so many care about you please think of how it would effect everyone if you were to end your life. Its brilliant that you have been able to stay out of hospital for four weeks!! Well done!! Im really proud of you. Your doing really well. Four weeks is an excellent achievement!

I think your doing the best you can. Recovery doesnt happen just like that, some people are able to recover fairly quickly whilst others take longer to recover. There lots of other options you can choose, but suicide shouldnt be one of those options. Its not the end, we are all here for you. Im sure that when you get better (which im positive you will) that you will be happy you chose to go on and not end your life. Can you find other ways that are not harmful to help you? Have you tried distractions? Please stay strong.

Take care best wishes Ian