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Old 13-10-2008, 10:24 PM   #361
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SI at 12. Cutting at 15, but there were a lfew times I went without because I was trying to stop. I had a really bad relapse last year at 19.



It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just to drag me down
It makes me a stranger in the crowd


The only way I know
To shake myself of this curse
Is to bring myself to something
That is measurably worse



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Old 13-10-2008, 11:16 PM   #362
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Philippians 4:6
 
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first time i cut i was 14 or 15, but didn't know what i was doing. i also punched or slammed me fists against walls. i started to cut regularly at age 17.



2 Corinthians 12:9 (RcV) My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is perfected in weakness.
Affirmations:
*I now choose to release every negative, destructive, fearful idea and thought from my mind and from my life.
*I am willing to release the pattern in me that is creating any negative condition in my life.
*I release all struggle now, and I am at peace.



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Old 14-10-2008, 03:08 AM   #363
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i was 13 when i started cutting



*How will you know im hurting if you cannot see my pain to wear it on my body shows the words i cannot explain*
However much it hurts
However much it takes
Believe and all your dreams will all come true
However hard it gets
However much it aches
Always believe in me As I believe in you


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Old 14-10-2008, 07:06 AM   #364
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I was 11 when I started hurting myself, I was head banging and burning myself at that point. Started cutting when I was 14 for two years and have now been one year cut free.



~Here I am at your feet in my brokenness complete~

Twenty two months cut free

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Old 14-10-2008, 07:40 AM   #365
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I started headbanging and punching myself at like 7 on an off till i was 14 and then i started cutting and burning...



...Sticks and stones may break my bones; but words, they scar forever...

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Old 14-10-2008, 07:42 AM   #366
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my star has died...but its light still shines
 
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starting hitting myself when I was 8...started cutting at 17...20 now



I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light
R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx

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Old 14-10-2008, 07:50 AM   #367
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I started pinching, picking and biting when i was really young (since i can remember) Started doing drugs at 14 and heavily at 16. Started cutting at 16 and quit for a while then had a bad relapse in september of 07 and im in another bad relapse right now.



. Im kinda stuck atm.

*I need a hero, someone to save me from myself*

*i had a handle on life... but it broke*

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Old 14-10-2008, 07:53 AM   #368
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started cutting at nine years old



And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure



(littlesheep adopted me)(sparky_jro is my mommy)(I adopted theroad2here)

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Old 14-10-2008, 11:56 AM   #369
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Started scratching myself when I was 13,

started cutting just before I was 14

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Old 14-10-2008, 01:04 PM   #370
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I've always done it if that sounds weird used bite scratch punch jump out of trees anything really for as long as i remember

first time i cut tho i was 14/15 i rekon



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Old 14-10-2008, 01:15 PM   #371
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Started cutting at 16, I'm now 21 and 10 months cut free.





God made sure we'd meet.


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Old 14-10-2008, 01:22 PM   #372
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cutting since was 13, dont remeber much of my life before then so i dont know :(




It's killing me too
It's so wrong not to be with you
It's getting harder to stay awake
It's killing me too
It stops my heart just to be with you
So listen cause you are the only one who cares to hear
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Old 14-10-2008, 02:33 PM   #373
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12. . .



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Old 14-10-2008, 02:49 PM   #374
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Take It Out On Me!!!
 
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i was 16 when i started to cut



This is where I draw the line
This infection must die
I must be released from this demon of mine
The infection must die

"Disturbed - The Infection"


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Old 14-10-2008, 03:02 PM   #375
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i started at 9 (punching walls and the like) but i didnt really end up cutting till around 11 when i hit high school.



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~An Angel Or A Charlatan?~

"i'd rather hate you for everything you are, than ever love you for something you are not, i'd rather you hate me for everything i am than have you love me love me for something i can't BE!"
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Old 14-10-2008, 07:32 PM   #376
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I started burning myself and scratching myself when I was like 13, started cutting myself seriously and consistantly at 14.

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Old 14-10-2008, 09:55 PM   #377
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Started cutting when i was 12 can't really remember my first time or what really kicked that one off and im not 19 and still doing it.

*ssssshhhhhhh i dont think social work students should but i can't help it*



Don't walk behine me I might got you lost!
Don't walk in front of me I may not follow you!
Don't walk beside me the path is to small!

All we can do is walk our own paths,remember your not alone because we are all walking our own paths together!

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Old 14-10-2008, 10:40 PM   #378
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fighting the lie that giving up is the way
 
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About a week after my 13th birthday I started scratching myself. Moved onto cutting pretty soon after cos it was more 'satisfying'.



you'll follow me back with the sun in your eyes.

9 November 2008


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Old 29-01-2009, 08:55 PM   #379
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...burns & cuts at twelve



Take control of the atmosphere
Take me far away from here
There is no better loss than to lose myself to you
In a parachute to glide, I am captive in your sky
Surrender has somehow become so beautiful

~Mute Math

...And then the very sky of my reality came crashing down...

...She looked at me and hiccuped, as if drunk on misery...

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Old 29-01-2009, 08:56 PM   #380
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I think i was some where around ten yrs old. Can't really remember.

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